she's gone

[FunnyDust]

A million thoughts a minute,
Why won't they stop?
There is always some reminder,
To bring that nasty feeling, nonstop.
It moves to my legs
I feel weak.
My eyes lower.
And suddenly I can't speak.
Far away
I'm all alone
I drift off
to my world unknown.
The stillness is deafening
My thoughts ache my ears
They won't go away,
I can't out run my fears.
There was nothing I could do.
Well, that's what I was told.
I should embrace the memories
But its my sanity that I'm loosing hold.
It doesn't really matter
Where I go from here
That was a stupid mistake
Why'd he drink that last beer?
It doesn't make sense
She was totally innocent
Its really not fair
She was gone in an instant.
I know everyone hates me
Admit it, wouldn't you?
Hell, if you killed my friend,
I'd hate you too.
There will always be this blame
Although I know I'm not the one.
He was proven quilty.
It's his fault her life is done.
But why do we pay for his mistakes?
Why didn't he learn?
It's been preached time and time again,
Driving Drunk is always a crash and burn.
K.. well, I have no more dumb ass rhymes.. I'm just sad and lonely. So much for my efforts to write a poem. I'm not a writer, I shouldn't pretend to be. But.. I just wanted to get things out... a little explanation. Some people have been giving me shit for being in a bad mood... this basically explains it.

 

[brownman]

>>>hugs<<<
This whole thing is really hard on you I know. I wish I were there to give you a hug. Please hang in there. You are loved by this community. If you need anything, please e mail me.

Brownie

 

[Yoyi]

...I remember looking at the clouds and seeing how beautiful they were. The colors how brilliant they were... ...dam..I stepped in shit! Dam cow pastures!!
; ) Life is the darndest thing isnt it. Things happen when they are not supposed to. But they do..and we may not understand it, and we may not accept it...but we must move on. And what better way than with shit on our shoe...actually with a smile butthead.

 

[brownman]

Yoyi,
You butthead! Sorry, I am tripping and wanted to vent that! No wait, you shit head! Yeah that is better.....hey dick with ears...yeah, feel much better....

Love ya,
Brownie

 

[Yoyi]

Well, at least I dont drop friends on thier heads...or leave others to break their nose!! What kind of friend are you!!
You know that Jen is probably not going to ever want to speack to us again...or is it Jennifer...or maybe Jenny? Whatever!! Hey...is is snowing up there? Friends will always remain in the heart and soul. And as much as I think Brownie is an ass...he is a good friend and has a huge heart. Now if he would stop being a pain...more ppl would visit him.

HUGZ to you my friend...no, not Brownie, to Funnydust!!

 

[brownman]

Fine! Who needed your fucking hug anyways??? They will just send people to bad trips!

Yoyi, what the fuck do you know about snow? Your ass would hog up all of it.
Oh oh...this may be assraped..we never did assrape a thread in words.