She went full bipolar

[pnillyg]

So as yall may know I’ve been in a toxic relationship for a while. It finally got too crazy tonight. She (body checked) me then threatened to call the police. I’m so confused. One second we’re living in harmony then 2 drinks in I see a completely different person. (I don’t drink i’ve been in recovery for seven years) haven’t achieved sustained sobriety, but I don’t drink so my moods don’t necessarily fluctuate like somebody dealing with bipolar disorder and adding stimulants and alcohol into the mix on a daily basis. I’ve never been in love like this but I’m now scared for my safety. Not that she would really hurt me or anything, but framing is what I’m worried about. Lucky I have family to take me in for the time being but shit man this is hard and I don’t got too many friends so I’m really alone. Also dealing with a lot of new medication changes myself but I’ve never encountered somebody with so many mental health issues and dilemmas that make me dizzy trying to keep track of. Tonight it got too close to being really bad. I’m a fragile man with a little sister. I care for women in a way that I don’t even care for men like. I’d never do anything to intentionally hurt another being (specially physically as I was abused all throughout my childhood and know how much that hurt me and have watched the same thing happened to my family members) which I stand by and didn’t do but hitting me and then calling the cops on me? (cops weren’t called) I’m just confused. I have cameras in my living space to show the whole incident but damn I never wanted it to end this way. I should have walked away earlier but in the kinda person that doesn’t learn till shit hits the fan. Again sorry for rambling but fuck do I feel alone. I’m so codependent and my family has isolated from me due to my drug use but they have always supported and loved me. Maybe not even so much is isolated me they are just a very busy people. Maybe not even so much isolated me they’re just a very busy people anyways I just love somebody to talk to right now. Sorry if this was posted in the wrong spot as well I’m just kind of in shock right now.

Peace and love

 

[M!$TER-ED]

Who has ownership of where you are staying? Are you willing to get an order of protection for you and your sister? Do you have a safe place to stay? What triggered the confrontation between you and her? What do you want to do?

 

[thatmf]

So as yall may know I’ve been in a toxic relationship for a while. It finally got too crazy tonight. She hit me then threatened to call the police. I’m so confused. One second we’re living in harmony then 2 drinks in I see a completely different person. (I don’t drink i’ve been in recovery for seven years) haven’t achieved sustained sobriety, but I don’t drink so my moods don’t necessarily fluctuate like somebody dealing with bipolar disorder and adding stimulants and alcohol into the mix on a daily basis. I’ve never been in love like this but I’m now scared for my safety. Not that she would really hurt me or anything, but framing is what I’m worried about. Lucky I have family to take me in for the time being but shit man this is hard and I don’t got too many friends so I’m really alone. Also dealing with a lot of new medication changes myself but I’ve never encountered somebody with so many mental health issues and dilemmas that make me dizzy trying to keep track of. Tonight it got too close to being really bad. I’m a fragile man with a little sister. I care for women in a way that I don’t even care for men like. I’d never do anything to intentionally hurt another being (specially physically as I was abused all throughout my childhood and know how much that hurt me and have watched the same thing happened to my family members) which I stand by and didn’t do but hitting me and then calling the cops on me? (cops weren’t called) I’m just confused. I have cameras in my living space to show the whole incident but damn I never wanted it to end this way. I should have walked away earlier but in the kinda person that doesn’t learn till shit hits the fan. Again sorry for rambling but fuck do I feel alone. I’m so codependent and my family has isolated from me due to my drug use but they have always supported and loved me. Maybe not even so much is isolated me they are just a very busy people. Maybe not even so much isolated me they’re just a very busy people anyways I just love somebody to talk to right now. Sorry if this was posted in the wrong spot as well I’m just kind of in shock right now.

Peace and love

I honestly think she's just trying to get to you with the calling the cops thing. I hope things work out for you I really do. Just remember you're not totally alone. And it sucks because I think the stimulants and the booze probably send her over the edge. But it's pretty abusive behaviour no matter the root cause.

 

[helpingout]

Send me a private message and let’s get on discord and chat

You’re my friend. I’d love to be there for you right now. What you described is how my marriage ended. Let’s talj

 

[pnillyg]

I packed her stuff and she blocked me on everything. She left I had to hide I was terrified. She’s so unwell that she can go from being super sweet to ripping paintings apart that she’s drawn of us. I’m so confused and mad at myself for letting her back into my life. It’s such a trip

 

[chippermonk]

It sounds cliche to say because people always say it, but you really can do better. You seem like a nice , sensitive guy. There is no need to inflict a harmful relationship on yourself. But I don't doubt that there have been sweet times with her, too, which makes it harder to stick with what is best for you.
Good luck