She hit me with the door...

[Crow]

I don't really know why I wrote this, I had a very disturbing dream last night and decided to put some things on paper. Let me know what you think.
For Starlette:
She hit me with the door, and it all started there. Two lost souls found meaning, one needed guidance and the other needed to relax. Our paths having crossed we helped each other face the inner pain we carried, no matter how painful it was said and no matter how bad, it was heard with an open ear and heart. From this, hand in hand a healing started. She gave me a confidence I never knew possible, encouraged me to try new things, showed me that sometimes I had to stop, look around and see what beauty this world contains. I taught her to see through the pain of her past and to love herself for she was not at fault, that in everyone there is beauty and in her, beauty was found in excess.
Through our time together I learned that I can be loved, I can give love, and that I deserved to be loved. For a long time I believed that I was not worthy of love and that pain, fear and madness was all life had to give me. She loved me for who I was and showed me that I am not the undeserving person my past made me to believe. Her inner beauty was the perfect mix of compassion, patience and understanding. She knew who I was and dealt with my impatience, bad temper and insecurities. I felt so understood, so accepted for whom I was, so complete. For once someone saw who I really was…

 

[Squirt]

it always helps to get things out of one's mind and onto some physical thing (paper, the computer, whatever). i hope you're okay, and if you need to call me, do so. maybe not tonight but definitely tomorrow. love ya kid. take care and keep your chin up.
-- squirt
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"kids wouldn't be doing drugs anymore if you could fly a damn tea cup." -- lovelite
"madames, messieurs, le disc-jockey sash! est de retour. apres le succes imprevu du titre "it's my life," il dit merci a tous les autres disc-jockeys pour leur cooperation fantastique. et merci en particulier a NBG, a future breeze, et a jaun paul. alors, a votre demand repete, encore une fois!"

 

[cherub]

Hey,, i am glad you got it down, on paper,, or computer,
But sounds like you are learning and growing alot,, ,sometimes it is not always easy though!!
(((big Hugs))) you seem like you have alot to offer to people and your learning that yourself !
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Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen

 

[eidolon]

Just another lost asian kid walking around aimlessly...to my BL twin, and my brother from another mother, you have a friend you can always turn to for anything...I mean that. You define who you are, remember that. That was an amazing bit of writing.
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Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life.
Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly.
-=R a n d y=-