Just a few minutes ago I told my mother I've tried crack and done heroin. She wasn't angry but she just couldn't believe I tried it. I don't know why I told her but I felt as if I had to and now a weights been lifted off my shoulder. At least I can now talk to her and maybe feel somewhat better. Maybe, she can help me along this crazy journey I'm on. I want to remember a life without drugs but its so hard to do. She tells me though that if I use and die from heroin my boyfriend's death will be another death in vain. Its true but I really don't know what to do anymore.
she finally knows.
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That takes a lot of courage. I couldn't imagine ever telling my mother that I smoked pot, let alone crack and heroin. Problems just weren't talked about in my family. You just had to deal with it on your own. Whether it was my mom, dad, brother or self...
Congratulations on your courageousness. That's the first step. I am working on building up some courage myself. I even posted in The Dark Side for once...
We don't need anymore deaths of young, wonderful people such as your bf (even though I obviously don't know about what he was like, I can tell he was a good person) and yourself and lots of other BLers.
Good vibes your way.
Congratulations on your courageousness. That's the first step. I am working on building up some courage myself. I even posted in The Dark Side for once...
We don't need anymore deaths of young, wonderful people such as your bf (even though I obviously don't know about what he was like, I can tell he was a good person) and yourself and lots of other BLers.
Good vibes your way. 