Mellabopper
Bluelighter
its funny
how all of a sudden
within a day of your short life
everything you have known
everything you have held true
is found to be false
worlds shattered
and tears falling
trying to hold onto
the only thing that holds you back
where does it end?
or is it infinite?
where am i going?
will i ever stop?
looking back
into the past
seeing my present state
wondering what happened
did i just need someone to talk to
did i say too much?
my future...
how i dread what is coming my way
everything i have held close to my heart
my family
my friends
are now strangers
because they cannot understand
the wavelengths in my mind
they do not even try
i wish i could lay my heart out
show them my soul
and tell them
'this is me'
but i keep silent
bottle it all up inside
until one day
i implode
and i shatter
and the wind takes me with it
in a million pieces
scattered with tears
my insides have all been ripped out
i am hollow
fragile
ready to break at any moment
you can only hold tears in for so long
and i cant hold them in
any longer
i look at the reflection of my eyes
some say its a window to your soul
then why are mine so dark?
what happened to that sparkle,
that shine?
where did it go?
and will i ever
get my life back?
12-22-00 (2:07 am)
Mellabopper
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~*~*~ meat is no treat for those you eat ~*~*~
animals are for petting!
"does anyone know where we are? because i think i dont have a clue"
how all of a sudden
within a day of your short life
everything you have known
everything you have held true
is found to be false
worlds shattered
and tears falling
trying to hold onto
the only thing that holds you back
where does it end?
or is it infinite?
where am i going?
will i ever stop?
looking back
into the past
seeing my present state
wondering what happened
did i just need someone to talk to
did i say too much?
my future...
how i dread what is coming my way
everything i have held close to my heart
my family
my friends
are now strangers
because they cannot understand
the wavelengths in my mind
they do not even try
i wish i could lay my heart out
show them my soul
and tell them
'this is me'
but i keep silent
bottle it all up inside
until one day
i implode
and i shatter
and the wind takes me with it
in a million pieces
scattered with tears
my insides have all been ripped out
i am hollow
fragile
ready to break at any moment
you can only hold tears in for so long
and i cant hold them in
any longer
i look at the reflection of my eyes
some say its a window to your soul
then why are mine so dark?
what happened to that sparkle,
that shine?
where did it go?
and will i ever
get my life back?
12-22-00 (2:07 am)
Mellabopper
------------------
~*~*~ meat is no treat for those you eat ~*~*~
animals are for petting!
"does anyone know where we are? because i think i dont have a clue"
