shattered

[sh0ck3r]

i sit here and listen to this tragic theme
as my heart is ripped from the seam
many lonely nights have passed
many times i've worn a mask
to try to convince myself i don't care
until i hate it so much i get scared
but i can never go back to where i got my heart sacked
it had to happen sometime
for the purpose of this rhyme
my drive is dragged through the mud
all my motivation sapped away from the drugs
i try to run away from her
and my life becomes more and more a blur
everything gets stale and rots
like i will never find what i sought
no matter how hard i fought
because i am destined for sadness
into which will grow my madness
the pain radiates through my whole being
as i bathe in a blanket of lost memories
scraping through my head til i don't want to sleep anymore (nin)
impossible to finish the score
when all i could ever want is more
because true love is what i was put here for
i try to charge on in the days to come
the pain only seems to reach a greater sum
til i don't have anything left to say except that with my heart
no one ever again will play

 

[FixXxer]

true. nice flow, i hate that breakup.. its so hard to get back into everything.. ..
good job