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Positive Share Something Positive About Your Day vs This Does Not Suck (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)?
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kiely
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GTSY again. I was going to look for you next Summer if I still can.
Houch !! See I made up a word now. Oh oh ohhhhh.
Did ya beat up on saint nick? Got me wonderin now....
Almost no demands on me today. Cats are groomed and good to go, we had our lunch and now just blazin up on a blessing gave an ol' pal o' mine 10 bucks for crimmus and he gave me over a half ounce of some really kind bud. Dammit it'll probably take me half a year to smoke that up. Then again... it's super calming, gives a brighter disposition and doesn't leave me locked to the couch so may burn more.
But yeah the minimal demands are a godsend.
Deleted member 578389
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be me, lying in bed, getting annoyed that the internet is a depressing place, then my friend comes to my house un announced, true rare moment
and i was massively cheered up for the rest of the day, and put in good stead for the week also!
true friends do lift eachother up
and i was massively cheered up for the rest of the day, and put in good stead for the week also!
true friends do lift eachother up
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good friends are the best
official take this years spaghetti sauce is the fire.. most of its contents come from my garden.. but when you actually dream about it.. it’s the true fire.
Deleted member 578389
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i was walking in the city, and a girl walking past me said to her friends that i looked dangerous.
best compliment ever
best compliment ever
No but, I plead the fifth( no I didn't drink a fifth, I am allergic).
Deleted member 578389
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i found out that the nursing course at uni was still open, so i've applied now. fingers crossed i get accepted.
i really need this, society has left behind people on a low income, if i can make 100k a year, i will be able to have a home, a future, a life.
i care about making a difference in this profession as well, i hold both motivations equally. i've just been beaten down living in poverty for a decade. this is life or death to me. there isn't much i wont sacrifice to succeed at my goal.
i really need this, society has left behind people on a low income, if i can make 100k a year, i will be able to have a home, a future, a life.
i care about making a difference in this profession as well, i hold both motivations equally. i've just been beaten down living in poverty for a decade. this is life or death to me. there isn't much i wont sacrifice to succeed at my goal.
Psychlone Jack
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I started a new job just under two months ago, after much bullshit and it being made very clear that I was capped out at my last one, and not at a high level. Got this job two days after I quit the old one, and yesterday my boss offered me a keyholding shift leader role, which will come with guaranteed full time and a nice raise. Won't happen overnight, but will be official in 1.5 - 2 months. Should afford me some much needed breathing room, I have to move in a few months. 
CavernsoftheMind
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Just cried intensely for the first time in years I think.
That's exactly why I'm withdrawing from opioids.
Fuck numbing my pain.
I wanna feel.
That's exactly why I'm withdrawing from opioids.
Fuck numbing my pain.
I wanna feel.
ledbyher
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this is huge, a friend linked me up with a mutual friend, who ehlped me get gear today, then we hung out till it was late and dipped.
rly wholesome 0 % social anxiety hang time, and they didn't try to mentally destablise me
an they encouraged me to do some painting.
rly wholesome 0 % social anxiety hang time, and they didn't try to mentally destablise me
an they encouraged me to do some painting.
Just wanna say im proud of you for facing the sickness and getting away from the opiates. For a long time I wasnt using anymore to get high. It was to not get sick. I know it hurts unbelievably bad right now but if you can push tobthe other side its beautiful. Youre not numb. You can feel again, even pain. I was so numb on that shit I was a zombie pretty much. No usefulness or purpose. It's not always easy but I almost have 2 years. Look into Suboxone. You don't have to stay on it long. Take it orally awhile then get the Sublocade shot abd disconnect from it. It helps if taken correctly and steadily. Anyway, stick with it. Im here with you keep letting know how you're doing
ledbyher
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thank god ur not on a dopamine suppressing antipsychotic forcibly
i dont want to cry in front of other people, i hold in my cries in public, alone i cry and let rivers of tears flow down.
i lied i get to the edge of crying and feel the emotion but threere's still a wall up there.
'im not anywhere close to sober....
i dont want to cry in front of other people, i hold in my cries in public, alone i cry and let rivers of tears flow down.
i lied i get to the edge of crying and feel the emotion but threere's still a wall up there.
'im not anywhere close to sober....
Actually feeling better after a stretch of depression and uncertainty. A while back I stopped taking a prescribed antipsychotic, uncertain how this might affect me on top of coming down with a virus, sleep deprivation as a withdrawal symptom and losing my voice for three weeks I was miserable. The prescribed sleep medication wasn't working so that was stopped and another medication was prescribed. After sleeping past 8:00 am for a few days, I finally caught up on my sleep.
I was also taking an over the counter mood stabilizer I stopped because of a price increase. Finally broke down and a bought a different product for $1 less. Since last week, I've taken the mood stabilizer and gotten several nights of sleep so I feel much better now.
I was also taking an over the counter mood stabilizer I stopped because of a price increase. Finally broke down and a bought a different product for $1 less. Since last week, I've taken the mood stabilizer and gotten several nights of sleep so I feel much better now.
Sleep is so very important as you know. Can make or break you. Ive come off of anti psychotic medicines several times and I always had trouble sleeping when I did. Glad you were able to level out and feel better.
