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Positive Share Something Positive About Your Day vs This Does Not Suck (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)?

Finally got around to doing my taxes today, looking about ~$700 between the two refunds I'll be getting. 😎

Also, been going back and forth with the manufacturer of my ebike for the last two weeks about it's bullshit range, and I just got the confirmation email on the new battery they're sending me, so I'm super fucking stoked about that.

And last and at least financially speaking the least lol, I just put in the order on a quarter pound of GG#4 smalls. 🙂 🔥

Fuckin' productive day, to say the least. 😎
 
I'm thankful for my arm and wrist brace to stop my stabbing pain in my wrist and hand that is especially severely bad too.

When I fell asleep I didn't feel it so much. But when I woke up the pain was stabbing pain so bad in my arm.

I had tears and it felt like the wind was knocked out of my stomach. The pressure from the brace is a huge alleviation.



I am so happy to have a father and on Fathers Day.

And to be able to chill out together too.



It's not like a broken bone or the pain from surgery because that goes away eventually and heals. This is like from the inside. The brace is real durable strong. I'm still

throbbing inside But I would be insane right now if I didn't have it wrapped around and pulled as tight as possible..



With a brace clapping cheeks is just going to make it all better now. Right.

How sexy is that. Yeah really. Sexy is going to take it all away and make it better I Just know it.

All.



But I cried until the arm brace is helping to take the pain away and did a little. Enough to help me breathe better.

Gawd that pain hurt so bad. I had four braces but even though I can only find three I am thankful for that.

They are all kind of tight. . I don't know where it went but I am braced up and it's helping. So that's also goood.


No it doesn't get sexier than than turning into an ol' crip.



Who would understand but someone I have known for so long that they can be able to understand and do know. I am sure I am thankful for that too.

And so there's that.


I am happy to have the positive support that is always there for me. And fun spending a Dads Day on a Sunday is always the Greatest.




Oh and my hip hurts too but I don't care it's so sexy.
 
My ebike has been having serious range issues for a while, but the company comped me a replacement battery ($400 value) and that just arrived today. 👍

I finally got my 401(k) online access set up this morning, and I've only been with the company for 7 months but have already accrued over a thousand dollars. 🔥 I still trip out now on the fact that I even have an investment portfolio lol.

Also I just ordered my flower pack yesterday, got a zip each of 4 different strains for a very reasonable price, and through a vendor I've gotten personal recommendation on. They wasted no time, already been posted, got my tracking number and I eagerly await. Will be sure to flood CD with nug porn. 😁

Life is good. 🙂
 
Psychlone Jack said:
My ebike has been having serious range issues for a while, but the company comped me a replacement battery ($400 value) and that just arrived today. 👍

I finally got my 401(k) online access set up this morning, and I've only been with the company for 7 months but have already accrued over a thousand dollars. 🔥 I still trip out now on the fact that I even have an investment portfolio lol.

Also I just ordered my flower pack yesterday, got a zip each of 4 different strains for a very reasonable price, and through a vendor I've gotten personal recommendation on. They wasted no time, already been posted, got my tracking number and I eagerly await. Will be sure to flood CD with nug porn. 😁
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I am currently waiting on my weed shipment as well. It should be here thursday. I got a ounce of blueberry diesel and a ounce of grandpas breath. Blueberry diesel comes from sour diesel and blueberry so im looking foreword to that
 
I didn't commit a violent crime at rite aid pharmacy,said scripts would be filled the following day, I go and they inform me that they won't be doing any refills and to call my doctor which is impossible to reach.Guess they are going out of business,still to be told one thing and do another leaves no time to remedy the failure.Bottom line I didn't lose my cool,you don't fuck with mothers little helpers.
 
It's no one single thing today, just the fact that I trip out like full on head fuck daily about just how much my life has improved in the last eight months. Sanity and joyous gratitude on the daily, where there used to be a very shattered mind fresh off a mega-relapse that just wanted peace, even if it meant death. Homeless and estranged, to renting in a nice two-story house, and the relations have never been better. Getting around on foot to cruising the town on a $1400 ebike. Full time job with nice benefits. A cat. The knowledge that I won't run out of any basic need, nor even any substance in which I still choose to imbibe for at least the next several months. Like... in the darkest of darkest times, I tried to kill myself three times last year. Holy God, am I glad I didn't succeed. 🙏

Eight months. Eight months ago I couldn't have possibly fathomed that my life would improve so drastically and so quickly. Just saying, to everyone out there still struggling, don't give up. There are still miracles out there.
 
Yesterday just as I was arriving to work I ran into Mr. Mike, the old middle eastern man who owns the smoke shop right across the street from my methadone clinic. Awesome guy, extremely nice - he'd often give me a free edible while I was in there, or during the summer always insist I take a cold bottle of water free of charge. One time I stayed in the store to act as impromptu security when a group of young hooligans were in there, acting like they might try something, or cause a scene. (They didn't. 😉) But yesterday after a short chat he waves me to follow him, and we go to his car, he pops the trunk and hands me three nicotine vapes. AWESOME gift, since it's near-impossible to find a vape in a store right now, my state just passed some dumbass law where it's illegal to sell a nic vape that hasn't been approved by the fda or some shit... which doesn't currently happen, and won't for like a month or so. (Sure those details are inaccurate, but just what one shop worker told me.) But anyways, a big hell yeah. 🙂

Also, I'm off today. Coffee ☕️ with a wake and bake of Durban Poison here imminently. 😎
 
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