Despite feeling physically extreeeemely shit, I somehow managed to drag my ass to the gym. Trying to get some endorphins pumping. Come on brain, do your thang!
That is pretty coolHaving a good relationship with my Mom where she knows basically everything about me…so no one can really tell her crap she doesn’t know.
Happy Father's Day dude!Nice Father’s Day yest spent it with my Father and my son called me. Good times.
Finally raining a bit which is good because it’s been kinda droughty this spring
Spent time with my mother and step father yesterday. She took me out and got me a pair of 'boat shoes'. It is a casual dress shoe. Now I can wear nice shorts to work!
The visit went well for the most part. Went and ate some seafood at a local seafood place right on the Ohio river. The food fucking sucked, but non the less was really nice to see my mom. Just kind of sad that we only spent about 4 hours together, and I probably wont see them again until next year. Sucks when you can't do normal things with family like visit mom/dad on the weekends, or meet up with them to go out for lunch. Even having them take you to doctor appointments because you are scared. I guess the last time something like that had happened on a regular basis was when I was a teenager.
Atleast I got to see them, so very positive day yesterday.
Sending you both massive, epic loveWas able to to put into words some of the feelings that have been ripping me apart lately... I've still got a lot to deal with, but I'm feeling optimistic
Ahhh that takes me back to my times in inpatient... :DI have plenty of cream and sugar for my coffee. Personally I hate it black. At the previous inpatient place I was at we always ran out of cream and sugar real fast and ppl would horde the shit.