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About the whole small talk when getting a hair cut...I totally feel you. I use to find it weird getting hair cuts. Honestly, it was mostly cause I kind of had a thing for my hair stylist, she was only a few years older than me but super cute. When she use to cut my hair I use to get kind of turned on by how it felt to have my hair touched, lol! That sounds a little weird now that I write it out but hey, I can't be the only one. It's definitely weird getting hair cut, you kind of feel like you are obligated to make small talk but I never did, I'd just sit there quietly and smile, be polite and respectful, etc.
 
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I'm gonna be a mommy in February!! =D =D
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Great news to hear!!! I named my son at the last moment in the hospital during discharge, but I had a few names in mind already.
Naming your child I think is the hardest part!
 
spork said:
I'm gonna be a mommy in February!! =D =D
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I finally got to buy baby clothes for the first time in my life!!!!!!!!!! *squeeeee* spornic baby will be so adorable <3.

My boyfriend likes old sounding names. Like Elanor and Meredith (for girls) and Edwin (Win) for a boy. I wouldn't mind Elanor because I think the name Norah is pretty and it could possibly be shortened into Norah, despite his best friend having a GF who's name is Norah who he doesn't particularly like. :sus:
 
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We both are loving this! :D You're going to make a great auntie. :) <3
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I've been officially dubbed an auntie :3 :3 :3 :3 you all heard it!

So EXCITING!! I'm kinda happy you let the secret out with 3 months to go. I might have died waiting 9 months. Legit.
 
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I often really want people to hate me more than Hell, but I have not had much luck getting that to happen. Maybe I just need to change my behavior or something.

I have tried to kill myself six times. I don't seem to be able to get it right. It almost worked last time but I somehow made a telephone call that I have no memory of making and my life was saved. I would have probably been dead if it had been another 10 minutes. I was intubated and woke up with a fucking respirator tube shoved down my throat into my lungs.

I have two pets and they are both pretty unusual (a macaw and a raccoon).

I am sure I can come up with more later.
 
Congrats spork!

I will admit, I eat like a horse. I just can't say no to fooddddd
 
I have a huge nail polish fetish. My favorite is glitter, and I'm not talking about that glitter polish that looks like a clear nail polish with a few specks here and there with glitter.

-Not sure when but Ill edit my post later and post a pic of my nails-
 
Small talk leads to no where, and then it's like why thee fuck did I even try and make small talk. Yup Adlib vey uncomfortable.
 
I have tried soberiety and recovery a number of times but have never got the hang of it.

Did meetings, lived in a halfway had only sober meeting going people as friends but I always felt like drugs where an important part of who I am.

Kind of like spiders on Peter Parker or Venom.
 
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I'm 6'8" and wear size 16 sneakers.

I insist that I'm not actually mentally ill or depressed, that I'm simply behaving rationally in response to my life problems. (although at times, lines can blur 8( :sus: :D ;) )

At one time in my life I was a jock/athlete/awful rapper/all-around "cool" social guy, now I'm a nerd and very socially awkward/uncomfortable/anxious.
 
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