Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
I am currently writing a novel and I am really proud of myself for investing the time into my talents.
If you weren't lazy as fuck and you actually did something maybe you wouldn't be so depressed, no one has any more/less incentive to make something of themselsves, it's just a case of whether they can be bothered too. Not quite as simple as all that but you know...power of positive thought!
I once shot up a syringe of two week old congealed blood in the hope there would be some gear in it, there's a starter for ten8(
^When do you think you'll finish it?
I try to get something musical done every now and then but my lack of creativity kills me.
Not only that but I can't help but think that everything we do is pointless.
Why play guitar if nobody can hear me play and I get nothing out of it? Why do this and that if X happens, etc. I have a very fatalist outlook on life and everything seems hopeless to me atm.