Sex: I am SO vanilla!

OK so I've worked in porn on many sides of the industry, i gogo danced/stripped, escorted, modeled nude, slept with more people than I can count, and ALL I WANT is the most vanilla, boring, lights-off, in-bed, guy-and-girl, monogamous, missionary style sex. (I haven't been in a relationship for years so I don't get laid anyway now, and my libido is like GONE due to meds I was on and just my other situations.)

But it's funny how everyone if they know my past, think I'd be totally into all sorts of kinky shit, but I'm totally opposite. (They also assume I was molested or abused or raped, and nothing like that ever happened to me at all.) I guess all the years of porn, watching it and working in it (mainly as camera-person/editor) and the other stuff I did has desensitized me to the point where I just want something so BASIC it shocks people. And it confuses guys because I think they think I'll be all one way, and then I'm totally not.

I dunno, just felt like saying that.
 
It's fun being completely the opposite of what people expect, isn't it? Keep 'em guessing, that way they'll never try to pretend that they can understand you. People aught not to be put into boxes, yet that's just what expectations like that are trying to do.

And there's nothing wrong with a little vanilla either :)
 
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