Several years ago

[brownman]

I drive in my car, it's late at night,
I turn the radio on
I turn the dial and on the speakers
Comes that old familiar song
The song talks about love and laughter
I feeling I once shared
With a girl that meant the world to me
A girl who once cared
We walked along the beach one night
The starlit moon lit up the sky
As the song hits the final verse
A tear forms in my eye.
I try not to think of her,
But this time of year I do
Several years ago she made the call
That left me in the blue.
Several years ago, there was happiness
But now there is only emptiness
The emptiness leads to sadness
The sadness leads to uncertainty
The uncertainty leads to paranoia..
The paranoia leads to anger.
The anger leads to pain...
One day I will find the girl, to make me live and love again.

 

[niteridr]

I know that feeling. I can't wait until I find that type of girl again. I wish they came along more often.

 

[cherub]

You will find it hun,
Just give it alittle time !
(((((HUGS)))))

 

[Coreo*~]

From my point of view, you should have no problem finding someone else. I'm sure someone is out there, you just have to open up and let her in. I definitely know the feeling.

Smile herby.
coreo*~

 

[fizzygirl]

poor thing, please smile

--you're much too beautiful of a person to not be happy...
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We look before and after,
And pine for what is not,
Our sincerest laughter
With some pain is fraught,
Our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought...
-Shelley
[This message has been edited by fizzygirl (edited 02 October 2000).]

 

[Yoyi]

I knew I smelled something over here! It will happen. Dont rush things. We will cht soon.

 

[Squirt]

brownie, that was lovely. spectacular. we love ya dad. take care.

 

[Ariela]

Brownie, I had a similar experience just today. Heard a song on the radio that I probably hadn't heard in at least 8 years. Even when you're happy, that sort of thing still makes you miss what used to be.....

 

[Angelight]

brownie that was lovley. I can not wait to give u a hig for this one

only 3 more days till i get to see mah brownie boy

as for this piece, it was truly beautiful, one day sweetie, one day it will come for all of us. i love ya

love
ange

 

[zero9zero]

geez.
wow. um. you wrote exactly what i've been trying to write for 11 months. nice job.
dave

 

[nuvector]

bumpity bump

 

[JD-G]

<-- clapping hands ---- nice
JD
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"REHAB IS FOR QUITTERS"

 

[CARESS]

Sweetheart, you once proclaimed me the Sweetheart of Bluelight. I know pass my "crown" on to you.

I think that the search for a soulmate can be long and sometimes difficult. But the rewards and fulfillment at the end of a successful journey make it worth the trip.
Don't stop searching.
Happy Birthday and Much Love,
Caress

 

[E-girl]

did a little post-digging, and this is something i found that i missed the first time around... i really liked this brownie.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
*Choice, not chance, determines destiny*
"November is all I know."

 

[ice-9]

 

[PixieGirl]

There are so many times that I will listen to a song that reminds me of a specific time in my life. There are songs that make me burst into laughter and ones that make me sob. Isn't it amazing how music can have such a power over us?

 

[Brownie]

Wow, thanks for bumping this up E-Girl...
I cannot believe I wrote that almost a year ago, and here we are approching that time of year, and still no love of my life...
But ya know what...it's okay, for me to love someone else, I have to love myself first, something that this year has taught me how to do.
One day, she will come, and when she does, she will be the greatest thing ever...til then...

Brownie