hello everyone!
I'm new on this site and I made an account to better understand psychedelics.
A few days ago, I took some mdma with a friend and he told me he had previously tried it and the pills felt fine, just a tad bit "speedy" and that he puked on the come up.
I decided to try the pill, it was like a half full large gel capsule. The roll was GREAT. I mean... love, peace, tears... yeah i fell in love that day for sure. Towards the end of the roll (like 4 hours later), I started heating up and feeling nauseous. I cooled down and drank gaterade, relaxed and felt better. I decide to drive back home and about 3-4 hours later, I'm unable to sleep and still have severe nausea!!! And I noticed I would stutter random words without wanting to. I smoked a bunch of pot to help with the nausea and I felt a little better. Usually I'm great with molly and peacefully fall asleep with no bad after effects. A few hours later i walk downstairs to make a cup of tea, I sit down and suddenly feel like I'm rolling again!! At first the tingling was nice but then it became uncomfortable, painful... I had trouble breathing, saw light trails, faces on tv were morphed, my face was burning, my heart was going crazy, i couldn't hear well and had trouble walking. I started shaking and blabbering and grinding my teeth, sweating and my eyes rolled in all directions. I felt like throwing up and somehow made it to the bathroom but I didn't puke. I was able to see that my pupils were huge. My stomach was churning and squirming around inside me. My body was on fire. At this point i felt certain that i had SS. I go to my roomate and i'm unable to speak full sentences or stand up. He asked me if i took drugs, I said yes and he gAVE me valium which eventually helped but I couldn't sleep or eat for 2 days and I'm still nauseated 3 days after all this.
Will I ever be able to enjoy drugs again?
I'm terrified but I do love MDMA!!! I felt like i was dying. I'm quite positive I experienced SS. To give you a little background, the day before my roll I took some benadryl to go to sleep. I don't take any other meds that alter serotonin. I have rolled many times and taken like 8 pills in a night with no problems... what happened to me!??!?!?
I'm new on this site and I made an account to better understand psychedelics.
A few days ago, I took some mdma with a friend and he told me he had previously tried it and the pills felt fine, just a tad bit "speedy" and that he puked on the come up.
I decided to try the pill, it was like a half full large gel capsule. The roll was GREAT. I mean... love, peace, tears... yeah i fell in love that day for sure. Towards the end of the roll (like 4 hours later), I started heating up and feeling nauseous. I cooled down and drank gaterade, relaxed and felt better. I decide to drive back home and about 3-4 hours later, I'm unable to sleep and still have severe nausea!!! And I noticed I would stutter random words without wanting to. I smoked a bunch of pot to help with the nausea and I felt a little better. Usually I'm great with molly and peacefully fall asleep with no bad after effects. A few hours later i walk downstairs to make a cup of tea, I sit down and suddenly feel like I'm rolling again!! At first the tingling was nice but then it became uncomfortable, painful... I had trouble breathing, saw light trails, faces on tv were morphed, my face was burning, my heart was going crazy, i couldn't hear well and had trouble walking. I started shaking and blabbering and grinding my teeth, sweating and my eyes rolled in all directions. I felt like throwing up and somehow made it to the bathroom but I didn't puke. I was able to see that my pupils were huge. My stomach was churning and squirming around inside me. My body was on fire. At this point i felt certain that i had SS. I go to my roomate and i'm unable to speak full sentences or stand up. He asked me if i took drugs, I said yes and he gAVE me valium which eventually helped but I couldn't sleep or eat for 2 days and I'm still nauseated 3 days after all this.
Will I ever be able to enjoy drugs again?
