pirat3
Bluelighter
A long time ago, I had a doctor prescribe me 10mg Paroxetine, which he told me would be bumped up to 20 after a couple weeks. I filled the script, but never ended up taking them. I later got prescribed Clonazepam, and have been taking 1mg daily for about 6 months. I had fairly good relief of my anxiety and panic attacks with Clonazepam, but since I was running out and I had my Paroxetine I though I might as well give it a whirl.
Last night at about 6:30pm I took 10mg of Paroxetine. A couple of hours later I was starting to feel some of the "come up" of mdma. Shivery, hot and cold, shaky, jaw tightness, so sure enough I went to check and my pupils were just huge. I had no intention of getting high, so I went and took 1mg of Lorazepam to try to calm my system and get to sleep.
At about 10pm I was feeling pretty good and i thought, "well, what the hell. Let's run with it". I took one more 10mg of Paroxetine and 1mg of Lorazepam. I eventually started to feel very sick to my stomach, like I couldn't eat, was shaky, and to some *small* sense starting to get a little delirious. After a night of sleeping in all of my cloths + a hoodie and sweats over top, sweating all night but still shivering because I felt like I was freezing, I've now woken up 10 hours later and I'm still all shaky, my jaw is sore from clenching all night, I'm ready to throw up, and my pupils are still huge. Feels exactly like an mdma hangover.
Is it common to experience these symptoms on such small doses of Paroxetine, or other SSRI's in general?
What should I do to help myself recover quickly?
Last night at about 6:30pm I took 10mg of Paroxetine. A couple of hours later I was starting to feel some of the "come up" of mdma. Shivery, hot and cold, shaky, jaw tightness, so sure enough I went to check and my pupils were just huge. I had no intention of getting high, so I went and took 1mg of Lorazepam to try to calm my system and get to sleep.
At about 10pm I was feeling pretty good and i thought, "well, what the hell. Let's run with it". I took one more 10mg of Paroxetine and 1mg of Lorazepam. I eventually started to feel very sick to my stomach, like I couldn't eat, was shaky, and to some *small* sense starting to get a little delirious. After a night of sleeping in all of my cloths + a hoodie and sweats over top, sweating all night but still shivering because I felt like I was freezing, I've now woken up 10 hours later and I'm still all shaky, my jaw is sore from clenching all night, I'm ready to throw up, and my pupils are still huge. Feels exactly like an mdma hangover.
Is it common to experience these symptoms on such small doses of Paroxetine, or other SSRI's in general?
What should I do to help myself recover quickly?
