So, 21 months ago was when I had my bout of SS. I'm not into drugs anymore, and hadn't been for about a year and a half, this was a completely accidental OD. My dumbass had a cold, and I was take niquil/DayQuil, but also take musinex DM, and ibuprofen, 2-3 times daily, for 2 days I felt fuzzy, distant from myself, but on Sunday morning, I took my medicine trying to get over this severe cold, got a shower, and got in my car to head to Starbucks. I remember on my way to Starbucks, feeling funny, like everything was moving strangely. Wavey almost. And when I finally got to Starbucks and got my drink, which I don't remember ordering or walking in, I started sweating, heart racing and I was in full panic. I kept getting this weird euphoric feeling in my head, as if blood was rushing to my brain then quickly depleting, then my arms and legs would go numb. I had a friend who met me there, and I had her take me home: I sat down for a minute and watched tv and felt better, but then it started again, this strange feeling in my head, and my heart fucking pounding. I went and talked to her and she noticed I had one pupil dilated and one not. I got her to give me a ride to the hospital. While there, I remember panicking every single time the doctor came to me, my blood pressure was 210/115, (not good) and I absolutely thought I was going to die. The doctor came back eventually and informed me that she thought I may have serotonin syndrome, so she got my symptoms, and confirmed it was more than likely SS. They kept me over night, and I felt fine leaving the hospital. My uncle picked me up, and we went to target where I worked at the time. The lights bugged me out so bad. My heart started racing, and I got the feeling in my head again, the euphoric feeling is the worst. Anyways, so that happened, and continued to happen for about 2 1/2 weeks. It got to the point where I couldn't get out of bed without having several episodes, the only time I didn't get them was when I was asleep... After a couple months it started getting a little better, but here I am 21 months later, I still get that strange euphoric feeling, and I still have really bad panic attacks or something, heart racing, elevated blood pressure.. I'll go to the hospital scared out of
My mind, but they don't seem to understand what's going on.. I feel so lost. I'm currently taking paroxotine for anxiety, and losartan for hypertension. Could these be making me feel this way still?