Serious Crash after hard 4 days of rolling (Long Read)

[K325]

Hey all first post on here let me tell you how my awesome weekend went sour in a matter of hours!

Story begins last Friday (6th 17:00) so i decide its time for a weekend with the mates so i collect 25 Blue VW's ive took these babys hundreds of times and rolled hard on them so i started of by tripple dropping and within 20 - 30 minuites i started to roll harder than ive ever rolled before my two freinds just take two each (Haa more for me!) i notice im getting a slight gag reflex and i feel like i need to puke, Now im normaly the hardcore raver (Ive done 3Gs of 4-MMC in a night, 1G of MPA and other rc's never puked) my freinds calm me down and say "Dude your not gonna puke you never puke" after my gag reflex tried to make me puke three times it stopped and i carryed on raving,

(19:00) - Everythings awesome feeling epic love my mates playing music got my lasers on and spinning the tunes on the decks (Worse thing to do is leave me with the pills) took another 2 no idea why as im still at my peak and loving it!

(22:00) - Nero - Reaching Out has been on repeat for ages where loving it one of my other freinds has turned up hes never done pills before and decideds he wants to try i give him one he takes it with orange juice as suggested by me i keep an eye on him for any bad signs hes sitting down waiting i told him to expect a cloud to come over his head and feel a sense of warmness inside.

(00:00) - Everyones up and raving my freind whos never tried it before is saying how much he loves it where having a pretty deep heart to heart. My other two freinds are trying to DJ and failing but to us it sounds like there Tiesto! My stomach is starting to feel a bit weird but ignore it.

[Saturday]

(01:00) - Starting too feel my buzz go so i take another 2 and my other freinds decide its time to chill and smoke some strong weed (If i had of known what was going to happen i would have joined them!)

(02:26) - Buzz is still there jaw is killing but im not as buzzin as id like to be at this point my freinds took the pills of me to stop me taking more (I know that taking more dosent do anything but i do stupid things when im out of it) All my freinds are playing GTA:Vice City and im still spinning tunes on the decks.

(04:11) - Eveyone but me and Jack (the first timer) has gone to bed where both still pretty messed up so we decided to go for a walk and a fag we both are sweating so much so we take our tops off and i grab a big bottle of water. Jack trys to drink it all i advice that overdrinking is not a good idea on MDMA so he stops and we both take a walk around town (Lights and sounds are so emphisized at this point)

(05:23) - Weve got back to my mates house and decided to call it a night we go to bed and my stomach starts to feel relly weird, Jack is snoring baddly and i can't stop going for a pee every ten minutes.

(11:23) - Im the first to awake i notice my stomach feels like a washing machine i asume its because im dehydrated and hungry i take a walk to shops the sun and sky seem so bright i grab a energy drink and some soft food (my mouth was in shreads) i drink the drink and eat the sandwich and feel a bit better so i go back to my freinds and had a quick shower

(13:00) - I get my pills back of my freinds everyone is still here and a few other freinds are comming later bringing Ketamine (I hate ket!)

(15:00) - Freinds are comming in a minuite so i take 2 pills thinking its best to take it easyer today!

(16:45) - Freinds are all high on ket im feeling nothing from the pills i took not even jaw clentching my freinds can't belive it neither can i! so i tripple drop again as it got me messed up last night!

(18:00) - Sitting in the loft room with my mate Vickki she asks why im not buzzin i repply by saying i have no idea!, Can't feel any affects at all at this point ive got 7 pills left so i take another 2 as i do it i look at Vickki and say this is proabbly a bad idea (How right i was)

(20:00) - Give up on these pills feel nothing and eyeball a big dose of ket!

(20:47) - freaking outt my freinds bed is shrinking in sizxe my hands feel likce iceing surgar really hallucinating my freinds driveway looks like a runway with lights my contact lenses look like massive bowls

(22:00) - feel sickk and cant stopp hallicnating my freinds carry me up to bed as they say i dont look right i lay in bed everything looking weird and spiining reaaly fast i start screaming and Vickki comes up and sits with me to calm me down

[Sunday]

(05:00) - Feel fine now Vickki is awake with me cuddling me to calm me down.

(12:00) - Gone home, gone to bed stomach reallly hurting at this point and head feels weird!

[Monday]

(07:23) - Awoke after a massive nightmare woke up screaming and sweating! i never have nightmares feel propper deppresed have 4 pills left im gonna give two to my freind and put two in my tea thinking might help me relax a bit (Tastes alright to be honest)

(09:17) - Can't believe it i feel really nice! warm inside not what id call buzzin but i feel okay i plan to watch films all day!

(19:00) - Fillms have been great made me smile but now tired after this long weekend bed!.

Thats the end of the trip report nows where the hell begins since that nightmare they have been getting worse i feel dizzy my eyes hurt so does my head when i get up my forehead starts to burn im propper deppresed and i feel sick this has been going on since tuesday and its now thursday!

the moral of this story i took more then 15+ strong pills and its fucked me right up i just hope some people can learn from this and understand the more you take wont affect your buzz just make you feel shit.

im hopping this crash ends as i cant take it anymore i cant sleep for these nightmares i keep waking up screaming.

Thanks for reading be safe.

 

[Darksidesam]

Are you aware the advised waiting times between 'rolls' ,
are between 30 days minimum, up to 90 days?

http://thebrain.mcgill.ca/flash/i/i_03/i_03_m/i_03_m_par/i_03_m_par_ecstasy.html

That is basically how mdma works.

You need to have a certain amount of that neurochemical called Serotonin in your brain readily available/stored in order to function properly realisticly.
If you get a very low serotonin level (from excessive mdma use) it can lead to a bad experience such as your own, or even worse it can even kill you.

the moral of this story i took more then 15+ strong pills

The moral of the story is you have taken wayyy too much, that could have ranged anywhere from 1 gram up to 1.5gram of mdma.


Serotonin is a vital neurochemical and disturbances in its natural levels is likely to cause:

- Depression
- Anxiety
- Low appetite/high appetite (depending on the individual)
- Poor / less sleep
- Anger/mood unstability

there are more too im sure.

 

[K325]

Yea normaly im good with this stuff but i have a habbit of when its there i take more and more hence why i normaly get somone to take it off me

I normaly dose up with 5HTP suppliments after a long time of rolling but since the weekend i havent left the house due to feeling like shit and i have no suppliments left

 

[Darksidesam]

you really shouldn't try and chase an MDMA high, its only going to end in a miserable comedown and also negative physical/mental effects.

Preloading/Postloading is great, but it does not safely substitute the time your takes to do its magic and restore itself somewhat (think rewiring of the serotonin receptors)

 

[fakeplastictrees4]

yeah binges can fuck you up. After binging for 4 days this summer I didn't leave my house for a week, just kind of sat there and let the days pass me by without really noticing. Everything felt like a dream, I had an intense pressure in the back of my head whenever I smoked weed. But on the way back home after a music festival (during this binge) I kept trying to fall asleep in the car but every time I'd get close to, I'd go into a hypnogogic state and jolt awake. I had sleep problems for a month, but the derealization and all that went away after abstaining from drugs (other than weed/alcohol) for 2 months.

Although binges are bad, you can recover. It's the chronic use that really messes you up for a long term.

 

[LilbabiC]

Do people ever do any research and read or more importantly listen to all the horror stories about excessive MDMA use? I guess not because these posts are everywhere.

 

[K325]

Yeaa i know all the horror storries about MDMA i do my reaserch but when im on it im a completely different person its now got to the stage where im randomly crying and my head is spinning well it feels really wobbly!

 

[K325]

I'd go into a hypnogogic state and jolt awake.

ive got exactly that! to be honest i know all the shit ive done so far is dumb, Normaly im the one who goes time for bed to all my freinds but i went to far this time and damm am i paying the price! Any ideas on legnth of time this will last?

 

[LuGoJ]

Maybe try buying like 2 pills instead of 25 next time. If you don't possess something you can't ingest it.

 

[Darksidesam]

Maybe try buying like 2 pills instead of 25 next time. If you don't possess something you can't ingest it.

Qft.

 

[K325]

After watching a few episodes of mythbusters and drinking water and eating im starting to feel much better weirdly seing as i was crying just a few hours ago and felt like shit, Not gonna get to excited as this could just be my mind playing tricks on me!