Serenity Now

[Dont_Call_Me]

What ever happened to
The man I used to be.
The one who would take time to appreciate?
The sheer beauty and magnitude of the world and all that is around.
I can't slow down to a pace where I am free... not anymore anyway.
I used to sit atop the mountain and look over what seemed like the whole world.
Or sit on the big rock and just watch the trees dancing in the wind.
I might do it this afternoon, but I probably wont have time.
I used to have time; I used to make sure I had time.
What happened to all the spare time I used to have
It has been eaten up by pointless lifestyle choices.
Friends who stab you in the back
Girlfriends who screw you over
Work that doesn't satisfy
That urge, that need to be free.
No time to myself.
I'm never alone.
I used to think I was a loner.
When I was alone
I wanted nothing more
Than not to be.
Now I crave it.
I crave the solitude of being alone.
So I can re-evaluate this shambles my life has become.
Get your shit together!
I probably would...
If I could just find the time.
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[Noodle]

*calling me*

 

[mirabii]

Once again, nice work DCM.. We definately need to catch up. When you've got the time

Take care of you. You know where I am if you need a fresh set of ears..

 

[E-girl]

its like the saying goes "there's just not enough hours in the day..."
i find that no matter how fast-paced my day is, at night, those few sweet moments between the time i lay down in my bed and the time i fall into a restless sleep... those are the best moments. i take 5 minutes to think of a wonderful memory, something that makes me smile, because i agree very strongly with Sigmund Freud when he talked about dreams being the essence of the emotions we feel during our everyday life... we dream about the people who are in our hearts at the time, or about people we have forgotten, and we often dream about something that is important to us at that point in our lives. so i feel like, if i go to bed with happy thoughts of something, anything, i have a better chance of dreaming of flying, than i do of falling.
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E-girl
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Find one person you can count on forever, one person you can love forever, and one person you can be with forever... and if you're lucky, it will all be the same person.
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