Sterling Archer
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I have experienced everything from being a young paranoid stoner to a still young junkie/meth addict. I am not addicted to heroin the same as most others. I do not like heroin by itself really. Meaning if it weren't for physical withdrawals and chasing an undescribable feeling I used to get smoking black tar with my girlfriend in the past, I wouldn't use it. It's pros do not surpass its cons.
Currently I am stuck using for fear of withdrawals because my doctor cut off my suboxone script. I started using meth to make myself use heroin less, a few months (3) later I find that no matter what ROA I use, no matter what amount I use, I cannot get high off heroin or meth. I am mostly a smoker of both but tried slamming a monster shot of heroin very stupidly in an effort to get high finally and...nothing. Nada. And I hit my mark.
Slamming meth I haven't tried since this inability to get high but would assume it would work slightly. My addiction went from smoking .3 a day to a full gram a day of high quality gunpowder black tar and my meth use has always been however much I could do until I felt uncomfortable. Is it that my dopamine is depleted and unable to make me feel euphoria anymore? When I shot that monster shot, I felt a tingle rush and would nod oddly with no euphoria just a random nod. Same with smoking nowadays just an odd nod no good feelings.
Meth used to get me wired beyond function but now causes me to just have accelerated heart rate and crappy lungs, doesn't even really wake me up a whole lot just maybe like coffee. I tried stopping meth for 5 days and slightly felt smoking h more but not enough. I'm about to detox which I'm going to ask members to pitch a plan after hearing all the tools at my disposal in my next thread. This one is to explain my sudden inability to feel euphoria from anything anymore. I still enjoy games and relations with friends and stuff so it's not the thing where meth makes you unable to feel satisfied from stuff. Thanks everyone
Currently I am stuck using for fear of withdrawals because my doctor cut off my suboxone script. I started using meth to make myself use heroin less, a few months (3) later I find that no matter what ROA I use, no matter what amount I use, I cannot get high off heroin or meth. I am mostly a smoker of both but tried slamming a monster shot of heroin very stupidly in an effort to get high finally and...nothing. Nada. And I hit my mark.
Slamming meth I haven't tried since this inability to get high but would assume it would work slightly. My addiction went from smoking .3 a day to a full gram a day of high quality gunpowder black tar and my meth use has always been however much I could do until I felt uncomfortable. Is it that my dopamine is depleted and unable to make me feel euphoria anymore? When I shot that monster shot, I felt a tingle rush and would nod oddly with no euphoria just a random nod. Same with smoking nowadays just an odd nod no good feelings.
Meth used to get me wired beyond function but now causes me to just have accelerated heart rate and crappy lungs, doesn't even really wake me up a whole lot just maybe like coffee. I tried stopping meth for 5 days and slightly felt smoking h more but not enough. I'm about to detox which I'm going to ask members to pitch a plan after hearing all the tools at my disposal in my next thread. This one is to explain my sudden inability to feel euphoria from anything anymore. I still enjoy games and relations with friends and stuff so it's not the thing where meth makes you unable to feel satisfied from stuff. Thanks everyone
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