We bluelighters usually like to experiment or are curious - I am tempted to order just a small pack of tablets from an overseas pharmacy (since I needed to order a cholesterol med anyways) - they are super cheap. Just to test. I am curious - even though I don't currently seem to have any problem with using any kind of substance.
small rant or thoughts:
... that is another strange thing I noticed, is it age genetic changes? I used to crave all sorts of things. Now I can't even get myself to trip or want to take anything - alcohol buzz no longer even feels pleasant nor kills anxiety - Its very strange how all of that just simply faded away without having to do any 'work' - makes me want to go to a NA meeting and tell everyone yooooo did you know? it can just go away without having to do any of that work people are so obsessed about...(the 'must suffer to gain things fetish' people have) How much of that negative talk about 'being an addict for life' just makes people depressed and then want to get fucked up..
Anyways I am super curious, what it does to the reward pathways. If it has this effect making people not crave alcohol/nicotine/substances, I suspect it may have effects on just normal dopamine cravings or desires and attractions to things? How could it have only a beneficial effect on addiction tendencies but not affect other things in life? I have no idea what the answer is but am curious.
For people who are on them for diabetes/weight, do you feel any different towards normal life activities?
small rant or thoughts:
... that is another strange thing I noticed, is it age genetic changes? I used to crave all sorts of things. Now I can't even get myself to trip or want to take anything - alcohol buzz no longer even feels pleasant nor kills anxiety - Its very strange how all of that just simply faded away without having to do any 'work' - makes me want to go to a NA meeting and tell everyone yooooo did you know? it can just go away without having to do any of that work people are so obsessed about...(the 'must suffer to gain things fetish' people have) How much of that negative talk about 'being an addict for life' just makes people depressed and then want to get fucked up..
Anyways I am super curious, what it does to the reward pathways. If it has this effect making people not crave alcohol/nicotine/substances, I suspect it may have effects on just normal dopamine cravings or desires and attractions to things? How could it have only a beneficial effect on addiction tendencies but not affect other things in life? I have no idea what the answer is but am curious.
For people who are on them for diabetes/weight, do you feel any different towards normal life activities?
