selfish me

[beats]

you make me want to cry for you
and your wanting
your desire,
and still
i want to hear more,
because it makes me feel special
and needed.
i have everything i need.
i've found true love,
but you make me want to fall again,
i'm selfish like that.
but i know what i need,
and i know what's right.
and still i want to cry for you.
for your precious spirit,
kind eyes,
your longing.
Fate will bring you what you need,
what you desire,
and i'll be jealous,
not for what you have,
but because i can't have it all.
i can't have you,
and him,
and this perfection which i'm blessed with.
i want you,
but only because i'm selfish,
and i want it all.
becky
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you know who you are, please respond
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"That which we think upon may become crimes or miracles. For thoughts are things"