self realization

[Haza]

I loved the most
the way you laughed
the way you talk
the way you act
often remembering
the times thats past
we belonged together
we were meant to last
but it all went sour
the fruit, rotten bad
you threw it all away
everything we had
what about it now
youre asking for it back
youll take it again
youll take it away
youll move on
and here ill stay
stuck in this rut
as i was before
but its too late now
youve got your foot in the door
and im pulling you in
and asking for more
i do it to myself
but passing the blame
on everyone else
somewhere i went sour
and the fruit, rotten bad
i threw it all away
because i love to be sad
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"30,000 feet? woah...thats bigger than my house" ~ TJ sleep talkin
AIM: munkyrice

 

[plazma]

Oh very good indeed. And I definately recognise the sentiment too!

-plaz out-
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[ C E N S O R E D ]

 

[E-girl]

despite how this person hurt you, i hope someday they realize how great of a person you are for loving them unconditionally, which in my opinion, is something that all too often goes unnoticed.
people ask me constantly why, after he cheated on me over and over and treated me badly, why i still allow my ex to be in my life, and how, after all that, i can still love him...
I don't know why, i just know that's the ultimate test of love. and my only hope is that someday he will look back and give himself in the balls for fucking that up

Don't let anyone choose your destiny for you except yourself.
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E-girl
IM: tiggersgurl2067
Find one person you can count on forever, one person you can love forever, and one person you can be with forever... and if you're lucky, it will all be the same person.
"Live for the memories."
[This message has been edited by E-girl (edited 14 November 2001).]

 

[alykitty]

{{Haza}}
This was very well written..I hope, today at least, you are feeling better and a smile occupies that face of yours...

 

[ice-9]

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