reb38
Bluelighter
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- Feb 6, 2013
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Has anyone ever purposely send themselves into a inpatient hospital? I've open to suicide the last three months. I say "open" because I have no plans. But I really have felt like shit for awhile. I've been left out of my friends wedding coupled with extreme awkwardness in public due to autism. These are people I know. The last thing is I've applied to jobs, over 15 the past 2 months. None have called back. My doc says I should apply for disability but I say no. I don't want that nor do I need it. I meet with my pdoctor November 1st. I'll I say I'm suicidal. I want this because I am medicated so high it's ridiculous. I'm thinking the could tailor it better. That's the reason I want to go in. Maybe the will reduce meds, couldn't hurt. I've been to a hospital here once and it wasn't too bad. So have anyone done this? I'm not really asking for support but more about doing inpatient. I feel like with inpatient you can only go up.