By far, the most beautiful, magical MDMA experience I had was in June last year.
I started off at about 1.30pm watching England play their 1st game with the lads on a big outdoor plasma. Had four cans during the game and a foot long subway at half time. At around 4pm went afternoon bar hopping down the quayside (live in newcastle) with a mate until 10:30pm, where i went to a rave until 5am.
On the way there I ran into an awesome polish girl and had continued things at the event with a pint of skittles, chatting away like a house on fire.Then I necked a shark and explored everywhere, just digging everything and everyone. Balloons were being passed around, so I got 10 balloons tied to my belt and had an awesome conversation with a random scottish girl and popped a few balloons together and swapped bracelets and glowsticks.
Then in in drum n bass room i had a long chat and dance with a random scouser and swapped lots of hugs and drunk lots of red bull and had a coffee.took the lift back down to the electro room, where i got a free pill on the dancefloor after asking around.
After that things got mental.I was dancing between groups of people. I looked into one guys eyes and felt the biggest, most intense rush of empathy and love ever. I remember in my fucked state feeling sorry for him as he seemed excluded from the group, we embraced for a good minute or so, it was like nothing else.Back in the drum n bass room I started playing with tinsel that was everywhere, bonding groups of people that were dancing together with it in big circles, more empathy and more dancing. I danced what seemed like twice as fast as everyone else, my energy was so intense.Then the lights came on and it was 5am and moved out.
This was by far the most beautiful thing I've ever experienced. Although I came to the event with some great friends, I didn't spend a lot of time with them, I was too busy digging everything and everybody.
In the longer term, this experience restored a lot of faith and love I have for humanity, today I smile more and approach people and negative experiences with a much more positive approach.
The magic I felt this first time will never return, I know, but having an experience such as the above would only get spoiled by a repeat.