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Seemed like a good idea at the time.... silly things you've done on E Mega merge

I'm sorry, I know that x is a great drug and I've done many a thing with women.. but in this case your subconcious mind is telling you that you are at heart a bisexual and your just repressing your urges....
 
I've done so many stupid things on E and generally acted like such a retard at raves that I used to cringe in embarrassment when I'd replay some of the things in my mind that I'd do....stupid stuff like going up to some totally hot guy and just standing there gurning and staring into his face with wide eyes like some total fucking idiot and then rambling some random verbal diahrrea about something like world peace.....jeez, i hate to even think of it.
 
vancbc said:
I've done so many stupid things on E and generally acted like such a retard at raves that I used to cringe in embarrassment when I'd replay some of the things in my mind that I'd do....stupid stuff like going up to some totally hot guy and just standing there gurning and staring into his face with wide eyes like some total fucking idiot and then rambling some random verbal diahrrea about something like world peace.....jeez, i hate to even think of it.
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I've gotten inappropriately affectionate on ecstasy before. Maybe gave a friendly "punch on the shoulder" to a male companion. Might've even dealt a rousing back-slap, with more enthusiasm than was necessary.

Ass-fucking and mutual blowjobs? Can't say that's ever come up.
 
Angelus said:
you fucked a man in the ass and gave and recieved head? you are most definately gay. just admit it.
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why? it was physicaly stimulating but I have no urge to do it again. I have no emotional attatchment in the least. it was mearly an experiment with what is possible. and that possibility though now is explored as being valid is not something I wish to congure up again.


I dont know, till you do it I dont think you realy know what it's about. I honestly think the act of being homosexual/heterosexual/bisexual is a choice. a choice in what feels right to just being. just being in the moment, in the now. What feels good to the soul. this area of existence was something that puzzled me, I now feel satisfide with what I have experienced/found. If this realisation now means Im gay then I would only hope everyone could be as gay as me.


I also believe being gay is a self administered title. your not gay till you "are" gay. one moment of exploration in do drugs doesnt make you a druggy, just as one exploration into the possibilities of human interation doesnt equal *
 
When the words "I fucked a guy in the ass" and "I am indeed not a homosexual" are presented in the same sentance, understandably, quesions will be raised.

So you fucked a guy in the ass, Ok...shit happens. (No pun intended)

You then proceded to suck the guys cock, and receive the same service as if the ass-fucking wasn't conclusive evidence that you weren't a raving homosexual.

Ah well, life goes on...
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Some very rich and powerful men experience this. It's part of being in the club.

It keeps things interesting, and yet safe.
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I just figured out that you didn't mean physically safe, but more like emotionally safe (or something). Just thought I'd add in that this shouldn;t be viewed as a green light to go get E'd up and fuck a a bunch of random dudes at a club.
 
I think people would rather this guy admits he's gay so they can have some closure. People don't like the uncertainty. I think you're right about the decision thing - that's what a friend of mine said who is gay - that although he always prefered males it was only until he decided to be gay that he was..
 
one time when i was rolling i thought about hooking up with a guy. almost initaly after the thought i realized i just thought it because obviously sex is sex and it will feel good regardless of who its with. i knew that it wasent somthing i really wanted and when i came of the E i quickly lost all question of the curiosity.

i was able to tell myself not to do somthing i knew i didnt want to, although i can understand why this guy did what he did, and if it was just because he was on E i dont think anyone should be too hard on him.

then again, iv only rolled 3 times before so i dont have nearly as much experience as the rest of you i assume but who knows.
 
cem said:
you are a real fag you must admit it otherwise you will have badtrips on psychedelics
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no, I view, (my view of reality) is that what I did is no different then doing any physical activity that would give me chemical plessure. the collective me does not feel "it" as the physical me. meaning, the ego behind the idea of the ego is indifferent. sex with females, pleases the ego behind the idea of the ego. does trhis make any sense to anyone?

I did it, and I dont care. I am happy I had the experience and its one that most dont have on making an opion on the subject. SO fuck your ignorance!
 
Good for you for having that experience!

I don't understand these types of discussions. To me there is a negative cultural bias with regards to homosexuality.

I have always identified with being gay and have practiced exclusively homosexual acts except once when I was rolling face and was intimate with a female.

By general concensus of the logic in this thread, I by definition am straight.

And honestly, why does it even matter? That's why MDMA is so great and the experience is so celebrated. It removes all that preprogrammed societal and cultural bullshit and lets you experience pleasure for the sheer sake of pleasure and new experience.

Labels are so stupid, really. I work with a female who loves and is attracted another human for who they are and what they offer. She amazes me because their gender and what sexual organs they possess are irrelevant to her. She expresses love, affection and tenderness with them in whatever capacity is possible.
 
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This was sidetracked quick...


This past weekend I was standing in my friends bathroom. I had just got done taking a piss and I was about to zip up. I was looking in the mirror to see my pupils and didn't pay attention to my zipper (no worries it's not what you think). Well I carry a knife with me at all times and it just so happens to be clipped in the inside of my pants. I wasn't looking at what I was grabbing and I ended up flipping the knife out into the bottom of the toilet. The first thing I did was let out a hyrbrid of a big sigh and the word "FUUUUUUUUUCK."

I was rolling so hard though, it didn't bother me that I had to reach into the bottom of my friends nasty ass toilet...

Then my friend used it to cut up his O.C.. And yes, I told him I dropped it in the toilet...but he didn't care either.
 
Youkai said:
no, I view, (my view of reality) is that what I did is no different then doing any physical activity that would give me chemical plessure. the collective me does not feel "it" as the physical me. meaning, the ego behind the idea of the ego is indifferent. sex with females, pleases the ego behind the idea of the ego. does trhis make any sense to anyone?

I did it, and I dont care. I am happy I had the experience and its one that most dont have on making an opion on the subject. SO fuck your ignorance!
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Of course, who are we to judge? Despite my last post I do whole heartedly agree that people are free and have the right to do whatever they want (without breaching the law or human rights of course). From your point of view it shouldn't matter what anyone says, but we're all entitled to our opinion as well, so just understand that when you read some of the comments. Some are ignorant, some are just short of understanding.
 
having sex with an animal (cat,dog...)while rolling .would you call that experimenting?
 
in a very, very small way I can understand where youkai is coming from... one time I was rolling my nuts off on some insane molly I drove 4 girls home and made out with all of them and once I went back to my buddy's house I still wanted to kiss people but sadly no girls were present so I moved on to the next closest thing ;)
but I will have to say if your not gay why wouldn't you just find a girl to fuck/suck?
 
Pawsky said:
in a very, very small way I can understand where youkai is coming from... one time I was rolling my nuts off on some insane molly I drove 4 girls home and made out with all of them and once I went back to my buddy's house I still wanted to kiss people but sadly no girls were present so I moved on to the next closest thing ;)
but I will have to say if your not gay why wouldn't you just find a girl to fuck/suck?
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because, as simple as that. plus, this wa something I always wanted to try, but sober it just wouldnt be worth it if you can udnerstand what Im saying. I wanted to leave my ego behind in a way.
 
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