Wow, there are a lot of "stupid" things that I say or do when I roll...
One of the big ones... 3 out of the 8 times that I've rolled, I collapse, my eyes roll in the back of my head, and I have the most orgasmic euphoria that anyone has ever seen. The kind of euphoria that is so extreme that someone touches you and you just explode into the loudest moaning and groaning euphoria that is humanly possible. You get a lot of attention at clubs that way too, apparently. This past weekend was my eighth roll. I took 2 pink Cupids and once the second pill hit me, I wobbled into the chill room, plopped down on the futon and everyone started massaging, biting, icing, and just generally messing with me. Imagine their surprise when I totally exploded! After that, they continued with me for a good couple of hours, haha, it was great!
The really amusing thing is that there were cops there and they saw me and just walked by with a smile! It was completely hilarious!
Another thing I have a tendency to do... I use my boyfriend as my chew toy. :/ It's a good thing that he likes biting... instead of using a binky, I bit into his shoulders, neck, and at one point, his knee... I think I got the nipples once too. Poor thing was bruised as all hell, not to mention quite surprised at my general "I don't give a fuck" attitude, since him and I are gay, and were at a "straight" club. Amusingly enough, not one person said anything bad, in fact, they gave us more drugs (LOTS of K and we smoked some DMT once I was coherent enough to walk out to my car) and lots of compliments!
And the final thing... I really over-exert myself. The Cupids are known to have a pretty good quantity of meth in them and once the meth hits me, I'm on the dance floor, euphoria or not, but the problem is that my body never lets me know when I need to stop, I have to be babysat so that I don't fuck myself up really bad. :/
There are lots of things that I do when I roll that would be considered stupid...
The funniest though... When I'm rolling, I get an accent. Usually either Irish or English, but I get a really strong accent. This past weekend, for example, I thought I was a leprachaun and I guess I was step-dancing at the club when I was coming off the DMT and then, once I had come off the DMT, I switched to a southern accent and kept calling everyone "boo" and saying "y'all"!
But these were MDA pills... MDA is the only pill that I truly enjoy, for the fact that its an actual psychedelic.
I found that my one experience with MDMA was too stoning and drunken to really work with and the same thing happened with MDA/MDMA combo... MDA by itself though sends me places that nothing could touch. And dear god, the euphoria. :D But then again, maybe that is why I always say and do stupid things, no single drug has ever fucked me up as bad as MDA and I love it! LOL