Hello It's been about 2 months since I've rolled was planing on rolling tonight... Ever since I tried acid for the first time and had a really bad experience I get panicky sometimes when rolling mostly when it's at like a rave or something. Tonight me and a friend were going to get a cheap hotel and get 2 chicks for us to roll at the hotel.. I've been holding off from rolling and trying to take a break I started in may this year, so I feel a little bad about giving in tonight but I feel in the mood to do it and I'm off this weekend. So I don't know the other 2 chicks but my buddy i know well. I was thinking I could either go get the hotel and roll with them, or I could just get 1 or 2 rolls for myself and go get like a 2 hours massage at the Asian massage place, or I could say fuck it go buy a video game and play games all night and not roll.. or go to some chicks house and get oral sex lol.... Um I do have the testing kit, the main one that tests the pill to see if there's MDMA in the pill, that takes some of the nerves off of me but I also know if there's is X in there you don't know what it's cut with and maybe it could still be a bad pill, that's were most of my worry comes on, I worry that I'm going to take a bad pill OD and die is my worse fear and is hard to get out of my head.
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matt2012
Bluelighter
There are risks involved with everything...do you worry so much about getting in a car wreck that you will not drive or ride in a car? If you are like most people you ride in one every day without the risk even crossing your mind. with that in mind...rolling is statistically safer by a wide margin.
Now, not wanting to end your break is a good reason not to roll if you are looking for one. but you say its been 2 months, I don't know what your usage was like before then but that is a responsible time wait IMO so you really shouldn't have any reservations about rolling unless you were eating fists full each time prior to you break.
You should do what you want. If you want to roll do it...you seem to be aware of harm reduction and are taking steps to minimize the impact of MDMA usage. If you don't want to roll...you have already made it this long. but you have waited a good amount of time between rolls...long enough to say it is safe to roll if you choose to.
Now, not wanting to end your break is a good reason not to roll if you are looking for one. but you say its been 2 months, I don't know what your usage was like before then but that is a responsible time wait IMO so you really shouldn't have any reservations about rolling unless you were eating fists full each time prior to you break.
You should do what you want. If you want to roll do it...you seem to be aware of harm reduction and are taking steps to minimize the impact of MDMA usage. If you don't want to roll...you have already made it this long. but you have waited a good amount of time between rolls...long enough to say it is safe to roll if you choose to.
Project Will
Bluelighter
You have a lot of good choices to pick from. If I were you I would roll at the hotel with your friend, the two chicks, the oral sex chick and the masseuse. Do it!
Hey guys I had a pretty good time, tested the rolls they were good. I felt bad about giving in so I'm going to take a longer break this time and focus on school working out and bettering myself off, but mass2012, wadsworth, and project will thank you guys so much for taking the time to write me back on this. We did the hotel thing with the chicks was fun and some oral and messages, they had to leave early so went to a friends house not a bad time, but I will be stopping for a couple months at least so I can get back to life and focus on shit, went and worked out this afternoon and felt great but thank you guys!