iLoveYouWithaKnife
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 30, 2002
- Messages
- 8,351
It's been a while since I last sat here
and poured out my eyes,
and coward with every keystoke.
You stripped me away to nothing
time and time again.
And I'd fall directly to your feet again.
You are nothing but a fucking punk.
With each hurtful word you said,
you knocked me to ground
emotionally and physically,
and kicked me while I was down
while I layed lifeless.
A month ago,
when I finally decided
I couldn't live like this anymore
I almost backed down,
and fell to your feet again.
But I stood my ground,
and remember what it feels like
to be free from your
mental fucking abuse
and drunken rages,
where you'd smash all my stuff.
Blame it all on me,
go right the fuck ahead if you like.
I'm not listening anymore.
But I'd like to know where the fuck
you think you get off...
coming over to MY FUCKING HOUSE,
forcing your way in,
smashing my answering machine,
punching me in the jaw twice,
and trying to steal my keys.
You are nothing but a worthless
pile of shit, who is deserving
of absolutely nothing.
So move the fuck back to Pottsville
where you belong with your friends,
who act just the same way as you do.
And never grow up.
Everytime I look at you,
since you just HAD to suggest
to open the bar in the morning
for MY boss,
you make me sick to my stomach.
I am waiting and waiting
and counting down the fucking days
that you will move.
I've been kickin it with
an old school friend
I haven't seen in years,
and in the last week
he's been more concerned
with how I am
than you were in 1 1/2 years.
Him and all of my other friends,
and all of my family...
are helping me back up again.
They make me feel beautiful.
And make me feel like I am
SOMEONE.
Not, noone, nothing.
I am finally walking away
from you, for THE FINAL time.
And I will not look back
and over-analyze what I did wrong.
Because the answer has
always remainded the same.
Nothing.
I will walk away without
resenting you.
I am just going to forget all about it.
I threw away almost all of the
symbolic things in our
crooked, fucked relationship
because I want you out
of my life completely.
Go fuck the rest of the world,
and make other bitch's mother's
cry and be concerned.
I will not look back
and think about how I wasted
all this time on you.
Because you are not worth
the wasted time,
thinking about wasted time.
You are seriously nothing
but a fucking coward.
and poured out my eyes,
and coward with every keystoke.
You stripped me away to nothing
time and time again.
And I'd fall directly to your feet again.
You are nothing but a fucking punk.
With each hurtful word you said,
you knocked me to ground
emotionally and physically,
and kicked me while I was down
while I layed lifeless.
A month ago,
when I finally decided
I couldn't live like this anymore
I almost backed down,
and fell to your feet again.
But I stood my ground,
and remember what it feels like
to be free from your
mental fucking abuse
and drunken rages,
where you'd smash all my stuff.
Blame it all on me,
go right the fuck ahead if you like.
I'm not listening anymore.
But I'd like to know where the fuck
you think you get off...
coming over to MY FUCKING HOUSE,
forcing your way in,
smashing my answering machine,
punching me in the jaw twice,
and trying to steal my keys.
You are nothing but a worthless
pile of shit, who is deserving
of absolutely nothing.
So move the fuck back to Pottsville
where you belong with your friends,
who act just the same way as you do.
And never grow up.
Everytime I look at you,
since you just HAD to suggest
to open the bar in the morning
for MY boss,
you make me sick to my stomach.
I am waiting and waiting
and counting down the fucking days
that you will move.
I've been kickin it with
an old school friend
I haven't seen in years,
and in the last week
he's been more concerned
with how I am
than you were in 1 1/2 years.
Him and all of my other friends,
and all of my family...
are helping me back up again.
They make me feel beautiful.
And make me feel like I am
SOMEONE.
Not, noone, nothing.
I am finally walking away
from you, for THE FINAL time.
And I will not look back
and over-analyze what I did wrong.
Because the answer has
always remainded the same.
Nothing.
I will walk away without
resenting you.
I am just going to forget all about it.
I threw away almost all of the
symbolic things in our
crooked, fucked relationship
because I want you out
of my life completely.
Go fuck the rest of the world,
and make other bitch's mother's
cry and be concerned.
I will not look back
and think about how I wasted
all this time on you.
Because you are not worth
the wasted time,
thinking about wasted time.
You are seriously nothing
but a fucking coward.
