Hi, I recently got a second chance. In college I got in some drug-related trouble with the law. After time in jail, and three years of probation, I am finally free. I am off paper, and thanks to diversion I have no record. I got my degree and no record so I feel like my life can start again, but I still live in active addiction. You would think I wouldn't take my freedom for granted, but that's just how powerful these drugs can be. I want to be successful but I won't be until I'm sober. I'm motivated to quit when I'm high, but when I feel withdrawal all motivation disappears. Does anyone suffer this vicious cycle with me?

