So on Friday I tried Methiopropamine (orally, then afterwards IVed), a relatively safe RC stimulant, however I used a pretty large dose (over 200mg) and the first euphoric effects lasted for about 6 hours, and after that I just felt strong energy and motivation, followed by insomnia, so I didn't sleep on Friday night, didn't sleep on Saturday, and on Sunday the lovely psychosis came along.
I already used 2 caps of Seconal, and I had 3 left. So I decided to IV 2 of them to counter act the side effects of Methiopropamine... It didn't work out well...
First of all, these aren't some 1960s capsules, these are newly manufactured (by Marathon Pharma) red caps, 100mg each. I already tried them earlier, ROA was oral and it was great.
When I opened one and poured out the powder into a spoon, it was just white powder, looked almost crystalline like, when I opened a 2ml ampule of sterile water and poured it in I noticed something interesting... IT DOES NOT DISSOLVE.
So I started experimenting.
It says: "Seconal Sodium", so I figured that it was freebase, I also found out that they dissolve better when cooled down. I added Vit C then froze the water at -10c, then heated it up, and guess what? IT DISSOLVED. I don't know what actually happened, but it worked.
So I get the last 2 caps after wasting one, and I do the same thing, it dissolves perfectly fine. I used a micron 0,2 filter with my rig, and I slammed it.
And the nightmares begun
First, I felt a really strong burning sensation through my arm. It spread slowly to my neck and back, and it was awful. And then BAM! It Felt like someone just got a steel pole smashed it through my head. My ears were ringing too.
Then I got severe chest pain, and I started feeling cold on the inside. I felt a strange "twisting sensation" in my heart. Muscles weakness was pretty obvious too. At this point I blacked out.
I woke up. The room was dark. And it felt like I was lying on a table and everything was spinning around me and like the whole world was twisting and changing. Pretty scary.
Then I woke up again it was sunshine outside. I realized it was morning, Monday morning... I felt sick. But not in a way that you want to throw up or you feel pain, I felt mentally sick. I lay in bed until I felt better, then I went onto Bluelight and wrote a few posts. And then I started writing this experience. I still feel a bit strange, like something happened in my brain. I just don't feel right.
My question is: What the fuck happened? I ate two capsules before and it was great, but now for some reason I had this terrifying experience. Why?
The other question I have is: I have 1 vial of Amobarbital, is it safe to try, and most importantly, is it worth it?
I already used 2 caps of Seconal, and I had 3 left. So I decided to IV 2 of them to counter act the side effects of Methiopropamine... It didn't work out well...
First of all, these aren't some 1960s capsules, these are newly manufactured (by Marathon Pharma) red caps, 100mg each. I already tried them earlier, ROA was oral and it was great.
When I opened one and poured out the powder into a spoon, it was just white powder, looked almost crystalline like, when I opened a 2ml ampule of sterile water and poured it in I noticed something interesting... IT DOES NOT DISSOLVE.
So I started experimenting.
It says: "Seconal Sodium", so I figured that it was freebase, I also found out that they dissolve better when cooled down. I added Vit C then froze the water at -10c, then heated it up, and guess what? IT DISSOLVED. I don't know what actually happened, but it worked.
So I get the last 2 caps after wasting one, and I do the same thing, it dissolves perfectly fine. I used a micron 0,2 filter with my rig, and I slammed it.
And the nightmares begun
First, I felt a really strong burning sensation through my arm. It spread slowly to my neck and back, and it was awful. And then BAM! It Felt like someone just got a steel pole smashed it through my head. My ears were ringing too.
Then I got severe chest pain, and I started feeling cold on the inside. I felt a strange "twisting sensation" in my heart. Muscles weakness was pretty obvious too. At this point I blacked out.
I woke up. The room was dark. And it felt like I was lying on a table and everything was spinning around me and like the whole world was twisting and changing. Pretty scary.
Then I woke up again it was sunshine outside. I realized it was morning, Monday morning... I felt sick. But not in a way that you want to throw up or you feel pain, I felt mentally sick. I lay in bed until I felt better, then I went onto Bluelight and wrote a few posts. And then I started writing this experience. I still feel a bit strange, like something happened in my brain. I just don't feel right.
My question is: What the fuck happened? I ate two capsules before and it was great, but now for some reason I had this terrifying experience. Why?
The other question I have is: I have 1 vial of Amobarbital, is it safe to try, and most importantly, is it worth it?
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