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M Brace

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Does autumn call out your jones more than other seasons?

My heart is crying, aching for a roll. It feels so much like a longing to be with that girl you just fell in love with. Bitter sweet pain. I'm closing in on the end of a 6 week break, after a disappointing roll, which itself followed an 8 week break. Anyway, last fall was my honeymoon period, and my nervous system is getting triggered just by breathing the air. What to do until Friday? I think my best bet for a good experience is to keep my mind off it and forget all about how totally beautiful amazing this weekend is going to be...!?!
 
I've discovered more and more that my cravings are for the social experiences and the memories of insane events and happenings whilst on ecstasy as opposed to the direct feelings itself, but perhaps that just comes with experience and age.

And, well, at least around here, all the best events are at the end of the year.

(That's Autumn/Winter for us Northern Hemisphereans...)
 
i think you're right about the social experiences, man have those been amazing over the last year. And the cluster of holidays starting with Halloween and ending with NYE is something to marvel over, if it doesn't push you to the brink.

I'll concede to the experience point, but on age .... i'm closing in on 40! :)
 
M Brace said:
Does autumn call out your jones more than other seasons?

My heart is crying, aching for a roll. It feels so much like a longing to be with that girl you just fell in love with. Bitter sweet pain...........

.........I think my best bet for a good experience is to keep my mind off it and forget all about how totally beautiful amazing this weekend is going to be...!?!
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AUTUMN is just a season I equate with rolling more frequently then usual.

Here in SoCal we have

Nocturnal Wonderland in Sept
Monster Massiv and HARD for Halloween in October
November is sometimes quiet...this year I know Tiesto is in town
and TAO on NYE in December

Much more rolling then usual...often leads to a dark winter.. but then I go half a year without it

This year I am doing pretty good about only rolling at every other event. But Halloween Weekend is basically my Birthday so I plan to party hard.
 
its so weird cause i feel the same I always staet to roll in november til januaruay and then roll maybe once in the summer but i deff roll a lot more in the fall/winter.
 
40 is the new 21, go out and have a roll once in a while. I know what you mean by cravings.... i think it's just remembering the amazing times on E and how you miss them :).
 
when the leaves turn their pretty colors i want to be tripping or rolling.
 
I roll in the summer, not in the winter which is intersting however, I am some what new to rolling as I started this last summer.

I will be rolling on the 8th of october, and new years.
 
I'm rolling every 6 weeks and turning 42. There is not a day I don't think about it. Fall/winter are worse tough.
 
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