yoUr bLiSS
Bluelighter
blame in on my sore throat
and traffic
spiced rum seems to go nicely
with hot apple cider
and a frazzled girl
on this lonley thanksgiving eve
no roomates
no work tomorrow
what's a girl to do
but listen to the cure
surf words
and selfishly wallow
in her own lack
of anything real
no love
no hurt
no emotion
just boredom
wanting
spiced rum
robert
and rambling words....
and she looks for him
everywhere
in her roomates brother
in the grocery manager
in the asian promoter
in the ever present infatuation
of the pale blue-eyed boy
even in that boy she's never even met
whose real name she doesn't even know
she looks for him everywhere
and she can't find him
she can find beautiful boys
boys with money
boys with drugs
smart boys
even boys who make her laugh
but she can't find him
whoever and wherever he is
senseless pretty objects
only bore her
and look nice by her side
for a short while
but she yearns for a connection
a twin soul
someone she can talk with
for hours
or sit with
in comfortable silence
someone as
happy
goofy
passionate
and dark
as herself
someone
she still has yet to find
after 24 years
of constant
searching....
and traffic
spiced rum seems to go nicely
with hot apple cider
and a frazzled girl
on this lonley thanksgiving eve
no roomates
no work tomorrow
what's a girl to do
but listen to the cure
surf words
and selfishly wallow
in her own lack
of anything real
no love
no hurt
no emotion
just boredom
wanting
spiced rum
robert
and rambling words....
and she looks for him
everywhere
in her roomates brother
in the grocery manager
in the asian promoter
in the ever present infatuation
of the pale blue-eyed boy
even in that boy she's never even met
whose real name she doesn't even know
she looks for him everywhere
and she can't find him
she can find beautiful boys
boys with money
boys with drugs
smart boys
even boys who make her laugh
but she can't find him
whoever and wherever he is
senseless pretty objects
only bore her
and look nice by her side
for a short while
but she yearns for a connection
a twin soul
someone she can talk with
for hours
or sit with
in comfortable silence
someone as
happy
goofy
passionate
and dark
as herself
someone
she still has yet to find
after 24 years
of constant
searching....
