Searching for a motive...

[lilygirl]

The way you make me weak
With waves of emotion
pulsating through my body
An ocean of uncertainly,
The fiery bliss travels to my fingertips
Gentle warmth envelops
Blocking my sight
I miss
The new wave getting larger,
Ready to strike
tears in my eyes
I know you
Kindness isn’t without a price
I used to need you
Crave your attention
But I beat my addiction
And moved out of submission
Yet
You return
And I learn
That I’m the same person
Basking in your glow
That’s still as vibrant
trying to find the answer
to the same agonizing question
What do you want from me?

 

[spinkle]

rock on, lilygirl

 

[Shuddr2Think]

I used to need you
Crave your attention
But I beat my addiction
And moved out of submission
Yet
You return
And I learn
That I’m the same person
Basking in your glow
That’s still as vibrant
trying to find the answer
to the same agonizing question
What do you want from me?
yep. i know that one. that has been my situation for the past year.
it sucks.
but good writing.