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Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 26, 2002
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Schizophrenic...
I see 2 of everything and anything u can imagine
Two people leading me is how it happens
I listen to one voice and it tells me to be prideful
The other says pride is sin and to God im liable
No matter what anyone says i still hear 2 voices
In lost shadows and echos all there is to be done is to make sinful choices
Anointed "special" by "special" people
Cant they understand i need help or is they too feeble?
NO MEDICATION WONT FIX IT
NO I DONT WANT CURES MY ALTER-EGO WILL MAKE ME SHIT BRICKS
It's too scary to be alone in the dark
Because i know any second left alone is left in harm
One voice screams the other calms me down
But i still want to scream until my lungs hit the ground
Jesus can't this thing just go away
Please help me God I already FUCKING PRAYED
I said please dont let these voices take me away
Keep these fucking demons at bay
Im fighting a war inside my head
And everytime i lay my head to rest
Is when it gets worse and my thoughts are no longer best
Maybe if i die it'll just go away
No that wont work i did drugs now its too late
Who says they dont hurt you
I know they hurt me
Thats why im sittin here writin about my schizophrenic disease
I wonder...if i die will it take away one of these three?
I see 2 of everything and anything u can imagine
Two people leading me is how it happens
I listen to one voice and it tells me to be prideful
The other says pride is sin and to God im liable
No matter what anyone says i still hear 2 voices
In lost shadows and echos all there is to be done is to make sinful choices
Anointed "special" by "special" people
Cant they understand i need help or is they too feeble?
NO MEDICATION WONT FIX IT
NO I DONT WANT CURES MY ALTER-EGO WILL MAKE ME SHIT BRICKS
It's too scary to be alone in the dark
Because i know any second left alone is left in harm
One voice screams the other calms me down
But i still want to scream until my lungs hit the ground
Jesus can't this thing just go away
Please help me God I already FUCKING PRAYED
I said please dont let these voices take me away
Keep these fucking demons at bay
Im fighting a war inside my head
And everytime i lay my head to rest
Is when it gets worse and my thoughts are no longer best
Maybe if i die it'll just go away
No that wont work i did drugs now its too late
Who says they dont hurt you
I know they hurt me
Thats why im sittin here writin about my schizophrenic disease
I wonder...if i die will it take away one of these three?
............... I wanna say it'll be ok, but I can't promise u it will so.....
