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schizoinfective

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Hi everyone, I'm schizoinfective. I've had a couple accounts here over the past decade or two, but always make an ass out of myself/get doxxed. Let's try this again :D

My favorite drugs are lsd, ketamine and 2cb. Follow by mescaline and then probably opioids, though I'm trying to avoid using anything with a seriously addictive nature or even mildly like alcohol. I'm also deathly allergic to stimulants of any kind, might trigger some latent bipolar. (Went through some seriously crazy shit abusing meth).

I've spent the last couple years, especially the last year seriously struggling with my mental health, anxiety and profound depression. I seem to have climbed out of the hole, with the aid of some entheogens and prayer, therapy, and hard work.

Now I'm back to just struggling with paranoia and some lingering ptsd symptoms.

Looking to connect with other psychonauts and kind souls, as well as to build a healthy network of recovery that isn't abstinence based.

My hobbies are slim but growing. Thinking about buying a laser engraver whenever I can afford it. I like to make abstract psychedelic art, though wish I would practice more or take a few classes, I like to hike (preparing for a 5 day thru hike as we speak :)) and travel. I love to dance.

Wanting to get more into creative writing.

Used to play guitar and piano my whole life,, looking to get back into making music too,, maybe an instrument, maybe some neurotrance 😈
Cowabunga!!
 
So the capitalist says to the radical socialist, "I won't exploit anyone, you don't eat anyone. Deal?" "Deal", said the socialist, a bit less radicalized.
 
Hey there @schizoinfective
Welcome to Bluelight <3

i fucking love ketamine. never tried 2cb, did 2ci and 2ce, but never b... mayBe one day ;))
 
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Never tried e, b is light-years smoother sailing and more well rounded than i
They're fun, yeah, but nothing compared to the real deal.
e has the most similar visuals to real Mescaline, but lacks the right body feeling.

I don't think I understand the light-years here. It's not really a nautical term or a means of determining movement intermittency, I've been sitting here for 5 minutes with a big syntax error trying to make sense of it, haha. But I think you are just saying you liked b more than i? If one were to say something like "way better than", they could also insert a unit of distance? As in "The length of the BAB2 better than", "thrice the size of the square root of pi"? That would be ridiculous. Now I'm at a loss.
 
They're fun, yeah, but nothing compared to the real deal.
e has the most similar visuals to real Mescaline, but lacks the right body feeling.

I don't think I understand the light-years here. It's not really a nautical term or a means of determining movement intermittency, I've been sitting here for 5 minutes with a big syntax error trying to make sense of it, haha. But I think you are just saying you liked b more than i? If one were to say something like "way better than", they could also insert a unit of distance? As in "The length of the BAB2 better than", "thrice the size of the square root of pi"? That would be ridiculous. Now I'm at a loss.
2ci was over stimulating and borderline uncomfortable, 2cb is sheer bliss
 
OP has some OG fucked up feelings. I mean I'm writing about these feelings. Get With it. Talk to me. Like on the movie about the merry pranksters. "Magic Trip" The Intrepid Traveler. I'm not long haired, I'm not long patriotism.
 
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