schitzo?

[Thick_as_a_Planck]

I don't want to be alarmist but you're later posts actually worry me a little more than the earlier ones. This voice is not real man, I mean not in the metaphysical, 'voice of God' or anything else kind of way. It is totally a product of your mind. From what I know of Schizophrenia - admittedly not much - the more you choose to interact with it and believe in it, the more frequent and persuasive it will become. I'm still not advising you to take meds, you still seem pretty damn lucid, but I would advise you to at least go back and reread your earlier thread. This is a mental glitch caused by a massive drugs binge - you said so yourself. You then went on to say that you were trying to function normally by basically ignoring it (OK you might not have said this explicitly but that's the gist I got from your post). That to me sounded pretty sensible, and judging from the replies it did to most other BLs as well, including those who have experience with this sort of thing. Finally you also said when it started the voice was saying bad stuff, not giving advice. If it has done so once it can do so again, but if you keep following the advice it gives you now it will probably get harder to ignore it if it does start up with the negative stuff again.

You seem like a genuinely intelligent guy dude, so just tell me, how likely is it that this voice is real, a product of some external force? You must know, logically, that it can't be. Don't let one night of drugs fuck up your rationality, it's what makes you human.