scary dmt flashback...

[shambaleer]

okay so i'm not positive this comes from my self-extracted dmt, but i can't think of anything else.

i just spent 4 nights at a music festival. a lot of psychedelics are utilized at this place. i stayed away from most, but did mdma the first three nights (by the third night the effect was pretty minimal for the dosage) so the last night i had one beer early in the afternoon and then nothing.

that is till sunup, everyone wanted to try my dmt. i'd made it once before and although i didn't have a proper smoking device, managed one massive breakthrough. i loved it.

this time i made it the same way, but more of it, and i think it was definitely a bit more pure. i managed to borrow a dmt pipe, and i went second and the first two of us felt very little. by the third person it was getting better, and then the last three had life-altering trips. us first two tried again but i thought it must have been too soon, he got a little more, i got absolutely nothing but a massive body high for over half an hour.

i had an hour break in between though. and i definitely got two very large puffs of dmt smoke, and held them in way longer than the others.

so i just thought i'd try again later. i had only gotten just over an hour of sleep, with minimal sleep the nights before. and i was quite tired from the night of dancing and wandering around. but decided to drive home, very sleepy, got there, went to bed, and very soon was about to drift off.....

and FLASH. like a shock of lightning. preceded by a kind of quick buzzing of the brain, maybe more like a bunch of tiny quick shocks. i tried again, and again, and again. every time it's clear that going to sleep is going to be something very, very bad. at least it sure feels frightening.

it kind of feels like this could come from dmt. the two drops of acid 3 days ago was actually unpleasant, unlike the other time i candyflipped this was quite negative, but i still had some fun that night just not nearly as much.

i read that dmt helps with seratonin... but is it possible that i had depleted it to the degree that it messed with the dmt and now it has some sort of delayed residual effect and is going to zap me really hard? it literally feels like it's going to make short work of frying my head.

i'm extremely tired and would love some sort of answer quick. thanks a lot.

 

[Legerity]

I don't know the exact explanation, but I would think that it has to do with using so many drugs in a short period of time. MDMA is known to cause "brain zaps" if you overdo it, which you seem to be describing. Three days of MDMA, LSD 2 days ago, and then finishing up with DMT is certainly a lot. Did you sleep any of those nights?

You cannot expect to use psychedelic drugs in this way and get a proper experience. I would suggest picking one night that you want to trip and give it a go. But give yourself a break before doing so. MDMA is physically taxing and your body most likely is not ready to go on a DMT trip after three days of that.

 

[jblz]

and FLASH. like a shock of lightning. preceded by a kind of quick buzzing of the brain, maybe more like a bunch of tiny quick shocks. i tried again, and again, and again. every time it's clear that going to sleep is going to be something very, very bad. at least it sure feels frightening.

As ^ said, sounds like stimulant brain zaps. I used to get them when caning lots of meph, it should go away but I was also pretty scared when it first started happening and I didn't know what it was, thought I was perma-fucked.

Haven't had one in months now (with sensible stim use...)

 

[shambaleer]

thanks guys, that seems to be the problem.

thing is i've only done noticable doses of mdma twice in my life. the first time a year ago, and nearly the same amount. maybe the dmt just put me just over the edge, or the mdma was a bit stronger although i noticed very similar amount of rushes over three days so i thought it'd be fine again. good thing i didn't try a fourth night.

okay so i'll try some more sleep seems like they might go away. also i think i also that that exploding head syndrome while trying to sleep, to some extent. thanks a lot.