Scared to try again

[Anonieme711]

Hey,


A couple of weeks ago I did weed for the first time. It was with a friend who had done it a lot and he had one of those distillate vapes. I really liked it the first time, so I asked him to get me one too. I got it and used it for a couple of times, but I never got REALLY high. I did get high, but I never to too big hits.

So a couple of days ago I decided I would try to get really high, to see how it is. So I took a hit more than 2 times I ever did in one go. When in the shower ( I decided to shower right after taking the hit ) I suddenly started feeling really out of control. And not in the "i am looser than i normally am" kinda way. I felt like a spectator of my own body. A almost felt like one of the "Black mirror" episodes about cloning consciousness. I Started feeling really dizzy and it felt like I was fighting for my life. I remember standing there for like 15 minutes clinging to the shower post. At some point I decided to just go lay in bed and hope it would go over.

I am happy to say that after ~1 hour I started to not feel so rough anymore, but I am very scared of trying it again. The experience was something I would never want to have again, but as mentioned before, I do really like being high. I am now in a dilemma where I am scared to try it again, but at the same time, cant wait to do it again ( of course not in such a high dose again ).


Do you think my experience was because I got overly exited and did way too much or because of other factors? And do you think it would be worth trying again?


Thanks,

 

[donotdothis]

once you're a cannaholic you'll be scared without it.

 

[Egzoset]

Let's suppose this isn't another Halloween-type of post. It seems the adage « we ain't all built the same » verifies every day. Well, it didn't do much to me either the first time, but that was because my only expectation was to relax and get some sleep during the exams period. I combined music to it one day then BOOM! The magic happened, we were smoking hasheesh in that era.

I must have gotten lucky, no buzz traumatized me that left any negative memories. This was something to embrace, then came lapses of flat appeasement: no urge for anything, only absolute serenity while the need itself had vanished like it never existed. The other dope hardly made me curious at all, except for LSD which was a blessing, but decades have passed so that's now a totally different story. By the way, how do you know your distillate was clean?

Anyway, the split second fear replaces anticipation, you better stop thinking of dope. Cannabis itself is the safest, until 3rd-parties get involved... Practically everything else would make me fearsome too. Find yourself another hobby that ain't supposed to work like a push-button elevator; cheating rarely pays off in the end.

 

[Anonieme711]

Let's suppose this isn't another Halloween-type of post. It seems the adage « we ain't all built the same » verifies every day. Well, it didn't do much to me either the first time, but that was because my only expectation was to relax and get some sleep during the exams period. I combined music to it one day then BOOM! The magic happened, we were smoking hasheesh in that era.

I must have gotten lucky, no buzz traumatized me that left any negative memories. This was something to embrace, then came lapses of flat appeasement: no urge for anything, only absolute serenity while the need itself had vanished like it never existed. The other dope hardly made me curious at all, except for LSD which was a blessing, but decades have passed so that's now a totally different story. By the way, how do you know your distillate was clean?

Anyway, the split second fear replaces anticipation, you better stop thinking of dope. Cannabis itself is the safest, until 3rd-parties get involved... Practically everything else would make me fearsome too. Find yourself another hobby that ain't supposed to work like a push-button elevator; cheating rarely pays off in the end.

The answer to your question "how do you know your distillate was clean?" is unfortunately I don't. I never really though about it. I did recently try a vape this friend mixed himself and that went waaay better, so maybe there is something wrong with the one I have now,