Scar'd

[frostyangel]

Today was a day, I day that
I should of wrote my life down...
or was that yesterday..
I guess I should just get
prepared for tomorrow..

I remember you told me something
that made me laugh
so freely..

But everytime I get to that paper,
I draw blank.

And there are so many times that I took for
grant moments that I thought would last forever.
Or I could sware I'd never forget.

And now I'm stuck in this
hostile warfare of your
memory.

I feel a short glow..
in my mind, it reminds
me when we actually got
along..and you cared
when my wings couldn't
fly.

There was a munity of sounds that you
would speak that could take
every space of my reality away..

a wide smile..
use to break
all my anger
inside.

And now your just
another file in my memories

There was this distance between you and me.. and it wasn't like
we couldn't walk it, it was a short ruler between the level that
we saw each other. And in no immediate response did you care to
understand the way I was. Or what you were doing to me. You stood screaming to have the light favorable for your glory. And as of now
today you and I face a different way..

Backs turn toward each other.

What have we become?

We have come to uttermost bitter end of our friendship.

I made a discovery that is unfortunate to those who seize to
think it exits.. but I true friendship has it's own inner
flame and never our we concerned about just ourselves. We find
ourselves carrying the weight of another persons' personal misery.
We could find so many reasons to help them succeed in feeling like
they are important. But when it comes down to it we don't take our
advice.

And as long as I have the utterance when it comes to my emotion
that i need to explore.. I guess I'll do just fine.

I know that you might be happy. But, I'm scared.

 

[neverwas]

hun i really loved this peice :D ur writting improoves each time u write a newpeice. this one is filled with such emotion it was so easily identifyd with. i fell like u have gone through and are going through exactly what i went through and am going through

you know how to reach me if u need me sweetness

 

[Cat Again]

this is beautiful.

 

[starlightgemini]

Lovely my dear :D

I don't come into this forum often anymore, but I saw something by you and had to read it. I'm glad I did.