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soundsystem00

soundsystem00

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In my head less and less.
Weed has been my best friend for years. Through all of my trials and tribulations, weed has always been there for me. It is something I smoke with my friends, something I smoke by myself. You all know what I'm talking about. Its my DOC without a doubt. Weed is my alcohol. I hate drinking.

Well, I am having to distant myself now. Got put on 5 years paper. Get drug tested like a MOTHERFUCKER. I have been diluting my urine whenever I DO slip up, which is rare. Everytime I break down and smoke, my high is totally blown by worrying.

The other night, my friend had a joint. He gave me some to hold on to, and smoked it. I had to just sit there and watch. When he finished, he busted out some meth and we did that. I can do that no problem because of the short half life. Fucked up huh?

Once I get my report time reduced to once a month, I will probably start smoking daily again and just quit about a week before report date and dilute.

Thoughts? Experiences?

What the fuck..Sometimes I had rather go to prison. Could at least smoke there, and smoke when I do my time.
 
Weed is a tough thing to say goodbye to, especially because it is one of my best friends too. But sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do, and take this time rather than leaving yourself disappointed, take this time to find something else to do rather than drugs in general (not to say the occasional use wouldn't be alright, depending on who you are and the drug of course). I remember when I had to go a year without it, obviously no comparison to five years though, I made some new friends and really got into skiing. I'm smoking again, but my passion for skiing really has not faded. Just don't see this as something negative, find the best in everything.
 
its odd dude. thats how i transitioned to other drugs, due to the longevity of THC in your system. I got randoms in my first job out of high school and started taking vics, percs, and drinking a lot more because i could get away with them no sweat.

great job at controlling drugs, them drug tests are. they are seriously only really effective against thc lol
 
Watch The Union. That's pretty much what they're made for. Heroin and all that shit clears out of your system in about 3 days, while weed can last up to 40 days, like that's SO fucked!
 
Sorry, blog roll material, not exactly CD Topic. You should check out the MEGA Quitting thread, it may be able to offer you exactly what you are looking for. Can be found via SE or by Directory link in my signature.

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