save me

[mini sari]

i know i'm beautiful but god does this hurt to exhale..

mirrors always had a story and i've always had my own games
i'd tell the world i'k okay when my situation hasn't changed
razors, ribs, and scales - when will satisfaction ever sink in?
i can't even catch my breath let alone let my healing begin

someone, save me from me
give me reason to let myself free
i don't know how i've managed to hold on so long
but i know for sure, i can't gain control all alone

someone, save me from me,
help me better myself for all those to see
i know i'm beautiful and somethings not right
but this war living inside me is too hard to fight

i see these photographs and know i'm perfect outside
a smile like an angel and head always tilted perfect model-like
this is all i ever wanted, so can't i ever seem to get enough
is there something deeper to this sick addicting feeling of love

someone, save me from me
give me reason to let myself free
i don't know how i've managed to hold on so long
but i know for sure, i can't gain control all alone

someone, save me from me,
help me better myself for all those to see
i know i'm beautiful and somethings not right
but this war living inside me is too hard to fight

such a bittersweet romance, me and my illnesses share
sometimes i love it's creations sometimes i want myself to disappear
turning razor blade can end you quickly but not right
i turn my head away into the star smashed screaming night..

someone, save me from me
give me reason to let myself free
i don't know how i've managed to hold on so long
but i know for sure, i can't gain control all alone

someone, save me from me,
help me better myself for all those to see
i know i'm beautiful and somethings not right
but this war living inside me is too hard to fight

i know i'm supposed to be better than this but it's not as easy as you think..
and i know i'm beautiful but god does this hurt to exhale..

 

[beanpoophead]

wow.... that was really, really good. it gave me shivers.

the things on the inside, often push us to believe in things on the outside. if that makes sense.

again, gooood work

 

[neverwas]

i know i'm supposed to be better than this but it's not as easy as you think..

nothing is ever as easy as it appears to be.