Passed up going tonight. Just needed a night to myself, being social is emotionally draining at the moment.
Felt lonely for the first time in a while today. Not sure how long it has been now but it has definitely sunked it and I am now fully accustomed to being single. I like it, it's okay, it will do.
You do however start being plagued at times with feelings of insecurity: will i find someone, did i make the right choice, what were my mistakes and how do i ensure i dont repeat them again. Most nights when i feel this way id just pop half xanax to relax but tonight i think i will indulge in a session of feeling sorry for myself
Felt lonely for the first time in a while today. Not sure how long it has been now but it has definitely sunked it and I am now fully accustomed to being single. I like it, it's okay, it will do.
You do however start being plagued at times with feelings of insecurity: will i find someone, did i make the right choice, what were my mistakes and how do i ensure i dont repeat them again. Most nights when i feel this way id just pop half xanax to relax but tonight i think i will indulge in a session of feeling sorry for myself