i don't know but i'm not sure if they moved your meeting to june or april or if they're going ahead as they planned on that meeting in little rock. i just had a strong feeling of negativity flow thru....don't know exactly what it was. something to do with us.
talking to you and trying to draw comfort from you thru blogging comes at a price. and the cost benefit analysis of it is not showing to be in my best interest. Tam, it just hurts me way too fucking much when i think about you in any way. and the whole circumstances surrounding the whole fucking thing. way over 1 in a million chance of meeting anyone like you although i did read of romance that began @ bluelight that became marriage.
haha, i blew off a 55 year old woman today. she was just nosy. wanted to 2 step.
i just wish the fuck you didn't die!
talking to you and trying to draw comfort from you thru blogging comes at a price. and the cost benefit analysis of it is not showing to be in my best interest. Tam, it just hurts me way too fucking much when i think about you in any way. and the whole circumstances surrounding the whole fucking thing. way over 1 in a million chance of meeting anyone like you although i did read of romance that began @ bluelight that became marriage.
haha, i blew off a 55 year old woman today. she was just nosy. wanted to 2 step.
i just wish the fuck you didn't die!