+*DrEamEnStaR*+
Bluelighter
i wish i could tell u all i wanted to say- from how much i miss you holding me in ur arms, enlightening me with your charm and just simply being here with me away from harm.things didnt work out because my mind was so young and i figured the love that u gave me and showed me would fade as i grew older, but this was different. you showed me how to love something and someone. why cant it be like it was. i wish i was old enough then to realize how much you meant to me in my life now. but all the meanings and emotions are of little when you arent to be found, except through a computer screen and you cant even see my frown. you have simply faded into a blank. no longer the warm person that was there in an instant, but someone who plays mind games with innocent women. you try to make me jealous, but for all you know on that side of the screen- it is happiness of the endless.i dont show my emotions, but i know u feel the same. from me you show me carelessness in its essence. for a moment cant we forget all the bullshit and remember the feelings of what sharing a love means? I have grown up as we grew apart, but my love for you never did part. the child’s play im seeing today is something that is sure to once again fade away. Why couldn’t we be together reminiscing the times we spent together? but dreams seem to fly into the hopelessness of the midnight sky, but this heart of mine to you will never die.
