mr peabody
Bluelight Crew
San Pedro, cactus of peace and vision
There is something special about making time in one's life for self-discovery, healing and transformation. We were drinking the consciousness altering liquid made from the San Pedro cactus, Huachuma, native to the Andes Mountains of South America, a powerful healing sacrament used in rituals and ceremonies for thousands of years. I recently returned from spending time away, working with this magical plant on sacred Aboriginal lands.
In the first two ceremonies, the cactus guided me through deep states of presence, meditation, and contemplation. They were incredibly peaceful, beautiful journeys. I could focus on and separate the various vibrations of sound, like the chime of a bell, into their own separate layers of auditory dimension, as they rippled through the airwaves. I felt a deep level of connection to nature through being amongst the trees, grass, birds, sky, clouds and mountains, not just observing myself in nature, but feeling that my energy was one with everything around me, and that nature could sense me as a separate being - part of an inter-connected web of related energy.
There were prolonged states of deeply calm and peaceful meditation, focusing solely on the inhalation and exhalation of breath. With my eyes closed, I saw green and yellow neon-like colors grow and bubble up. Hexagonal honeycomb patterns shifted and rearranged behind my closed eyelids while lattice tunnel-like spirals emanated in and out of vision.
I sensed the presence of other beings. I could see and feel these beings as aboriginal elders and their community watching over us. My experience was far beyond my capacity to articulate, and these altered sensory elements gave rise to fascinating philosophical and contemplative thoughts about consciousness and the nature of reality.
But the real gifts are how these sacred medicines seem to have the power of opening us up to want to live better lives. During my experience I pondered deeply about the meaning, purpose, fulfillment, and integrity, of my message to the world. I reflected on how these sacred healing plant teachers and shamanic medicines have helped me reclaim my life, allowing me to do some seriously transformative, sometimes confronting, incredibly challenging deep inner work.
In my last journey, San Pedro opened doors for me to a much deeper experience and understanding of what this medicine is capable of. It felt like living a lifetime in a single day. It was as though a force beyond myself called me over to drink another cup of medicine; as if the cactus itself knew that I was to be guided into a much deeper journey. This lasted for many hours, and I sensed I was receiving deep cleansing and healing at a cellular level, and that this deep healing extended beyond my own sense of self, and on some level, permeated those near me. A new path of healing opened up, or rather, I realized the depth of healing that still needs to take place.
Somewhere along way, I found I could look into my eyes and see the entirety of my past and future at once - myself as a little boy, my path up to my current self in the present moment, and myself in the distant future as a wise elder.
I received valuable insights on my journey, and while there will always be healing and recalibration to be done, I was shown that I am at a stage of life where it is necessary for me to be of higher service to others, to deepen my relationship with San Pedro, and to learn which avenues of higher service may in time be revealed to me, a message I received quite clearly.
I found integrating my experiences quite challenging, and feel that I would have progressed a lot quicker and smoother if I'd had the frameworks, knowledge, understanding and wisdom that I have now. This is why I feel called to help guide others through their own transitions, transformations and self-actualization.
In the first two ceremonies, the cactus guided me through deep states of presence, meditation, and contemplation. They were incredibly peaceful, beautiful journeys. I could focus on and separate the various vibrations of sound, like the chime of a bell, into their own separate layers of auditory dimension, as they rippled through the airwaves. I felt a deep level of connection to nature through being amongst the trees, grass, birds, sky, clouds and mountains, not just observing myself in nature, but feeling that my energy was one with everything around me, and that nature could sense me as a separate being - part of an inter-connected web of related energy.
There were prolonged states of deeply calm and peaceful meditation, focusing solely on the inhalation and exhalation of breath. With my eyes closed, I saw green and yellow neon-like colors grow and bubble up. Hexagonal honeycomb patterns shifted and rearranged behind my closed eyelids while lattice tunnel-like spirals emanated in and out of vision.
I sensed the presence of other beings. I could see and feel these beings as aboriginal elders and their community watching over us. My experience was far beyond my capacity to articulate, and these altered sensory elements gave rise to fascinating philosophical and contemplative thoughts about consciousness and the nature of reality.
But the real gifts are how these sacred medicines seem to have the power of opening us up to want to live better lives. During my experience I pondered deeply about the meaning, purpose, fulfillment, and integrity, of my message to the world. I reflected on how these sacred healing plant teachers and shamanic medicines have helped me reclaim my life, allowing me to do some seriously transformative, sometimes confronting, incredibly challenging deep inner work.
In my last journey, San Pedro opened doors for me to a much deeper experience and understanding of what this medicine is capable of. It felt like living a lifetime in a single day. It was as though a force beyond myself called me over to drink another cup of medicine; as if the cactus itself knew that I was to be guided into a much deeper journey. This lasted for many hours, and I sensed I was receiving deep cleansing and healing at a cellular level, and that this deep healing extended beyond my own sense of self, and on some level, permeated those near me. A new path of healing opened up, or rather, I realized the depth of healing that still needs to take place.
Somewhere along way, I found I could look into my eyes and see the entirety of my past and future at once - myself as a little boy, my path up to my current self in the present moment, and myself in the distant future as a wise elder.
I received valuable insights on my journey, and while there will always be healing and recalibration to be done, I was shown that I am at a stage of life where it is necessary for me to be of higher service to others, to deepen my relationship with San Pedro, and to learn which avenues of higher service may in time be revealed to me, a message I received quite clearly.
I found integrating my experiences quite challenging, and feel that I would have progressed a lot quicker and smoother if I'd had the frameworks, knowledge, understanding and wisdom that I have now. This is why I feel called to help guide others through their own transitions, transformations and self-actualization.
I am incredibly humbled by San Pedro, cactus of peace and vision.
https://www.medicinepath.net/blog/sacred-healing-medicine-sacred-aboriginal-lands
