metalismean
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Hey guys, well wow, i had my first ever experience with mescaline last night and i thought i would right a report while the trip is still fresh in my mind.
A bit of background, im 23 years old and have had some experience with drugs, notably ecstasy, weed, codeine, ice, speed and a couple of research chemicals, but the only one i was ever particulary fond of was ecstasy which is my DOC.
I have always been interested in trying pyscadelics, although with no luck trying to find either mushrooms or lsd i basically gave up, until i read about mescaline which i had heard about but never paid attention too until watching fear and loathing in las vegas. I quickly did a lot of research and seemed that i needed to try this mysterious substance. I found a local business on the net and order a whole bunch of san pedro and peruvian cuttings ranging from 10cm to 90 cm and quickly potted them up in preparation for summer time.
After extensive research i decided to have 12" of San pedro, as i often read people are more likely to be underwhelmed then overwhelmed by mescaline i didnt want to be disappointed. I did this trip with a close friend who had the same dose who had no experience with any drugs other then alcohol.
My friend had work all day so i prepared the 24" cutting at home using the crockpot tea method which was recommended to me. It took around 6 hours all up and due to being impatient i couldnt be bothered boiling all the excess water of and we ended up with ~3 cups each of tea to drink which was mixed with a good dose of cordial and orange juice. I heard so many accounts of the tea being the most evil thing in the planet to drink, but for some reason it was quite bearable, maybe due to the iron stomach i have gained after drinking raw eggs for years although my friend and i both agreed it tasted like vomit when we burped.
T-0:00 its
its 6pm and we finish our teas quickly.
T-1:00
Slight nausea came whilst watching movies and we where prepared for the inevitable although it never came and we just had stomach and slight stomach aches, no positive effects where yet felt.
T-1:30
The nausea has come to a plateau and whilst not unbearable it was quite unpleasant. We decided to take a walk at my local park is was dusk and a nice hot night.
T-2:00
during the walk the nausea was still there and more frustratingly i could not feel any positive effects, i decided this was because i was to preoccupied with the nausea, so i stuck my fingers down my throat and brought up a tiny amount of frothy stuff
my friend didnt seem bothered by the nausea at all.
T-2:30
We are back home now and put some nice chill out trance on and now there was definitely something going on in my head but i couldnt tell whether it was placebo or not.
T-3:00
I go to the toilet to do some business and i whilst sitting there i sort of daze out and can here the music reverberate through the tiled room, i start seeing all these patterns on the wall and eventually they turn into shapes, i see strange looking animals based on dragons, frogs and fish which all appear animated and constantly doing something. it was over in about a minute when i snapped out of the daze and noticed my eyes where really glazed over and thought awesome that was my first real hallucination.
my friend told me that he was feeling energetic and err basically really nice but nothing visual.
T-3:30
Nothing much had happened since and we where just listening to music, we thought we had hit our peak and whilst feeling nice i was slightly underwhelmed. My friend seemed to be experiencing the mdma like body high which has been reported and he had an urge to goto a club. At this stage i felt like i was not going to get any higher so i stupidly decided to drive down the road to this popular night spot which has heaps of bars and clubs.
T-4:00
We parked the car closeby and decided on a bar with comfy couches, nice chillout electronic music with a side room with harder music and a dance floor which was a 10 minute walk away. half way through the walk the intensity picked up immediately down the street with all the people, lights and music going everywhere. It seemed to come on so quick, i noticed how everything seemed to be a warm and fuzzy colour, people all seemed to be smiling at me and looking at people hold hands and kissing made me smile. I would have been smiling the entire walk, which seemed to take forever, i remember looking back down the street and thinking it seemed we had been walking for ever, although we had barely moved. it seems every few people i walk past i recognised them, although after a second glance i realise it is not the person.
I try and use the atm but i feel very confused and barely know how to use it and it seemed to take about 5 minutes to get some cash out.
T-4:15
from here on basically i lose all track of time. We enter the club and i feel very lost and confused, almost like a little boy in a shopping mall without their parents. We pay the entry fee and i could barely talk, the lady who took our cash seemed to take forever literally it seemed about 5 minutes, and my friend had to pay for me due to me not being able to get the cash out of my pocket as i remember reaching into my pocket and everything inside felt of denim, including my wallet and phone, i just could not get them out.
Physically i felt very nice, it felt as though i was floating through the club, my whole body felt as one, mentally i was pretty confused and did not know what to expect but every minute or so i snapped myself back into reality and reminded my self that it was ok and to relax.
We sit on the couches and try and talk, although basically we are both just speaking half sentences and gibberish. The music sounds like it has another dimension, it sounded so deep and i felt connected to it. I then hear the music begin to slow down almost to a stop, then speed up again, and soon realise im controlling the speed of the song with my head and it was the most surreal feeling, so lifelike. when i close my eyes patterns are exploding in bright colours in time with the bass its truly incredible.
The effects where still getting stronger and i started to feel anxious, i thought i could see people looking at me from every direction out of the corner of my eye and thinking what a druggie i look like, although when i turn my head there is no one there, or someone paying no attention to me, this continues for a while and i begining to realise i cannot snap back into reality any more and i start to get slightly frightened. My friend keeps telling me he feels fine he just wants to talk and dance and but he is not getting many visual or confusing side effects, which i thought was strange with me being a good 25kg heavier and having more experience with drugs.
It gets to breaking point after i go into the toilet and look into the mirror and i can barely recognised who i am, i dont seem to know who i am looking at in the mirror. I ask my friend to take me outside away from the lights and music, and although disappointed as he wanted to stay he agrees. It wasnt much better outside so i asked him to call my sister to come pick us up, which she agrees too. whilst walking to the car i keeping having extreme time dilations and it seems everyone is still looking at me.
Once picked up i immediately feel better in the car, it seems so safe and familiar. We drive back home and i look at the house and cant help but smile, i stand there and it feels like im in a dream, it was the strangest warm and mystical feeling.
T-7:00
We get some rugs and lay on the couch and turn on some music and turn the lights out. It is immediately bliss, my thoughts keep wandering, i think about my girlfriend and instantly get waves of euphoria when i think of her smile when we are together, as the music changes i begin to have some intensely sexual thoughts and colours seems to be flowing our of the tv set in time with the music, i cannot really describe them expect to say that i never would expect the human mind of being capable of such things. I have some darker thoughts, with personal problems i have been having and in retrospect they have helped me come to some positive conclusions with respect to them.
T-9:00
i got to bed and plug in my mp3 player and switch on some aphex twin, i always planned to listen to this whilst on my first trip as i thought it would be the most perfect music to listen too, and it was. while listening it seemed i had cotton wool in my ears or was underwater. Each note seemed so warm, fuzzy but also clean and crisp at the same time. I eventually nodded of to sleep i think around T-10:00 and to my surprise i slept solidly through to the morning.
I felt weird basically the next morning i could barely comprehend what had happened the night before, i certainly enjoyed it although it did scare me at some stages. As the day progressed the weird feeling turned into feeling very calm and peaceful feeling.
Im not sure if im sensitive to mecaline or it was a strong cacti, but i completely underestimated the power of this drug. i felt like if i had even had a few more inches of san pedro during my initial dose i would have experienced ego death whilst at the club in an uncomfortable surrounding which im sure would have turned into a bad trip, as it was i barely made it through those few hours. I feel as though there was some unrevealed beauty waiting to be found in the depths of the trip, and i am definitely going to try this again sometime although not until i feel entirely prepared and ready for it. I have learnt to respect this drug and other pyscadelics i plan to use in the future, i felt that it had control of me and if it wanted to it could have taken me where ever it wanted to, although it decided to be gentle on me.
Thanks for reading this if any has a spare few hours
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substancecode_sanpedro
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A bit of background, im 23 years old and have had some experience with drugs, notably ecstasy, weed, codeine, ice, speed and a couple of research chemicals, but the only one i was ever particulary fond of was ecstasy which is my DOC.
I have always been interested in trying pyscadelics, although with no luck trying to find either mushrooms or lsd i basically gave up, until i read about mescaline which i had heard about but never paid attention too until watching fear and loathing in las vegas. I quickly did a lot of research and seemed that i needed to try this mysterious substance. I found a local business on the net and order a whole bunch of san pedro and peruvian cuttings ranging from 10cm to 90 cm and quickly potted them up in preparation for summer time.
After extensive research i decided to have 12" of San pedro, as i often read people are more likely to be underwhelmed then overwhelmed by mescaline i didnt want to be disappointed. I did this trip with a close friend who had the same dose who had no experience with any drugs other then alcohol.
My friend had work all day so i prepared the 24" cutting at home using the crockpot tea method which was recommended to me. It took around 6 hours all up and due to being impatient i couldnt be bothered boiling all the excess water of and we ended up with ~3 cups each of tea to drink which was mixed with a good dose of cordial and orange juice. I heard so many accounts of the tea being the most evil thing in the planet to drink, but for some reason it was quite bearable, maybe due to the iron stomach i have gained after drinking raw eggs for years although my friend and i both agreed it tasted like vomit when we burped.
T-0:00 its
its 6pm and we finish our teas quickly.
T-1:00
Slight nausea came whilst watching movies and we where prepared for the inevitable although it never came and we just had stomach and slight stomach aches, no positive effects where yet felt.
T-1:30
The nausea has come to a plateau and whilst not unbearable it was quite unpleasant. We decided to take a walk at my local park is was dusk and a nice hot night.
T-2:00
during the walk the nausea was still there and more frustratingly i could not feel any positive effects, i decided this was because i was to preoccupied with the nausea, so i stuck my fingers down my throat and brought up a tiny amount of frothy stuff
my friend didnt seem bothered by the nausea at all. T-2:30
We are back home now and put some nice chill out trance on and now there was definitely something going on in my head but i couldnt tell whether it was placebo or not.
T-3:00
I go to the toilet to do some business and i whilst sitting there i sort of daze out and can here the music reverberate through the tiled room, i start seeing all these patterns on the wall and eventually they turn into shapes, i see strange looking animals based on dragons, frogs and fish which all appear animated and constantly doing something. it was over in about a minute when i snapped out of the daze and noticed my eyes where really glazed over and thought awesome that was my first real hallucination.
my friend told me that he was feeling energetic and err basically really nice but nothing visual.
T-3:30
Nothing much had happened since and we where just listening to music, we thought we had hit our peak and whilst feeling nice i was slightly underwhelmed. My friend seemed to be experiencing the mdma like body high which has been reported and he had an urge to goto a club. At this stage i felt like i was not going to get any higher so i stupidly decided to drive down the road to this popular night spot which has heaps of bars and clubs.
T-4:00
We parked the car closeby and decided on a bar with comfy couches, nice chillout electronic music with a side room with harder music and a dance floor which was a 10 minute walk away. half way through the walk the intensity picked up immediately down the street with all the people, lights and music going everywhere. It seemed to come on so quick, i noticed how everything seemed to be a warm and fuzzy colour, people all seemed to be smiling at me and looking at people hold hands and kissing made me smile. I would have been smiling the entire walk, which seemed to take forever, i remember looking back down the street and thinking it seemed we had been walking for ever, although we had barely moved. it seems every few people i walk past i recognised them, although after a second glance i realise it is not the person.
I try and use the atm but i feel very confused and barely know how to use it and it seemed to take about 5 minutes to get some cash out.
T-4:15
from here on basically i lose all track of time. We enter the club and i feel very lost and confused, almost like a little boy in a shopping mall without their parents. We pay the entry fee and i could barely talk, the lady who took our cash seemed to take forever literally it seemed about 5 minutes, and my friend had to pay for me due to me not being able to get the cash out of my pocket as i remember reaching into my pocket and everything inside felt of denim, including my wallet and phone, i just could not get them out.
Physically i felt very nice, it felt as though i was floating through the club, my whole body felt as one, mentally i was pretty confused and did not know what to expect but every minute or so i snapped myself back into reality and reminded my self that it was ok and to relax.
We sit on the couches and try and talk, although basically we are both just speaking half sentences and gibberish. The music sounds like it has another dimension, it sounded so deep and i felt connected to it. I then hear the music begin to slow down almost to a stop, then speed up again, and soon realise im controlling the speed of the song with my head and it was the most surreal feeling, so lifelike. when i close my eyes patterns are exploding in bright colours in time with the bass its truly incredible.
The effects where still getting stronger and i started to feel anxious, i thought i could see people looking at me from every direction out of the corner of my eye and thinking what a druggie i look like, although when i turn my head there is no one there, or someone paying no attention to me, this continues for a while and i begining to realise i cannot snap back into reality any more and i start to get slightly frightened. My friend keeps telling me he feels fine he just wants to talk and dance and but he is not getting many visual or confusing side effects, which i thought was strange with me being a good 25kg heavier and having more experience with drugs.
It gets to breaking point after i go into the toilet and look into the mirror and i can barely recognised who i am, i dont seem to know who i am looking at in the mirror. I ask my friend to take me outside away from the lights and music, and although disappointed as he wanted to stay he agrees. It wasnt much better outside so i asked him to call my sister to come pick us up, which she agrees too. whilst walking to the car i keeping having extreme time dilations and it seems everyone is still looking at me.
Once picked up i immediately feel better in the car, it seems so safe and familiar. We drive back home and i look at the house and cant help but smile, i stand there and it feels like im in a dream, it was the strangest warm and mystical feeling.
T-7:00
We get some rugs and lay on the couch and turn on some music and turn the lights out. It is immediately bliss, my thoughts keep wandering, i think about my girlfriend and instantly get waves of euphoria when i think of her smile when we are together, as the music changes i begin to have some intensely sexual thoughts and colours seems to be flowing our of the tv set in time with the music, i cannot really describe them expect to say that i never would expect the human mind of being capable of such things. I have some darker thoughts, with personal problems i have been having and in retrospect they have helped me come to some positive conclusions with respect to them.
T-9:00
i got to bed and plug in my mp3 player and switch on some aphex twin, i always planned to listen to this whilst on my first trip as i thought it would be the most perfect music to listen too, and it was. while listening it seemed i had cotton wool in my ears or was underwater. Each note seemed so warm, fuzzy but also clean and crisp at the same time. I eventually nodded of to sleep i think around T-10:00 and to my surprise i slept solidly through to the morning.
I felt weird basically the next morning i could barely comprehend what had happened the night before, i certainly enjoyed it although it did scare me at some stages. As the day progressed the weird feeling turned into feeling very calm and peaceful feeling.
Im not sure if im sensitive to mecaline or it was a strong cacti, but i completely underestimated the power of this drug. i felt like if i had even had a few more inches of san pedro during my initial dose i would have experienced ego death whilst at the club in an uncomfortable surrounding which im sure would have turned into a bad trip, as it was i barely made it through those few hours. I feel as though there was some unrevealed beauty waiting to be found in the depths of the trip, and i am definitely going to try this again sometime although not until i feel entirely prepared and ready for it. I have learnt to respect this drug and other pyscadelics i plan to use in the future, i felt that it had control of me and if it wanted to it could have taken me where ever it wanted to, although it decided to be gentle on me.
Thanks for reading this if any has a spare few hours
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