stitchez.ej
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- Feb 17, 2016
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Hey y'all. I have a very rare and "devastating and life altering" CNS injury. That is How it's described in medical texts anyway. It's called Traumatic Brachial Plexus Avulsion injury And according to the one real specialist , I have found in thirty years at johns hopkins , I have one of the worst survivable cases on record. Most people at my level of injury do not live more than 3 to 5 years Because females , overdose , and men blow their brains out simply because they are not "allowed " appropriate, effective doses of pain medications. I've hung on thirty two years. For 10 years I was prescribed 30mg of methadone 3x day. Now I am trying to stay alive on 10mg x3/day. That.Allows me to eat once Every day Or two.And I can generally take a shower about once a month. I did some mushrooms a couple of weeks to go after trying to get in a hallucinogenic study to treat severe anxiety and depression. And I had some really wonderful results for the last few weeks, I have gained 18 pounds, taking 2 showers. And I actually left my apartment for the first time in 6 months yesterday..
So if I can't get in The hallucinagenics study because I'm a person who would actually benefit from it, I'm trying to research and take care of it myself as per usual for the last 32 years.
How does a person extract mescaline from San pedro cacti? I'm not trying to produce bulk quantities or anything, just single dose amounts with a simple tea making recipe. I can't find shrooms anywhere and I don't "move" in the social areas where stuff is found if you get me. I wouldn't even know where to buy a quarter of pot because I haven't been active in that area in years. Just to get my tiny prescription for pain meds involves drug test, legal contracts with my Dr and if I so much as test positive for smoking a joint Dr will cut off my pain meds. Which means that I'll lose 12 to 18 pounds a week, be too weak to get in my wheelchair and eventually I will be found lying on the floor unconscious in my own waste and end up back in ICU. It has happened many times before. I am completely overwhelmed with intractable CNS pain to the point I literally go into a coma.
Anyway if you have read this far God's bless you and if you have any helpful info thankyou thankyou thankyou.
Eric Johnson
PS- I have a LOT of past experience with hallucinogins and chemicals in general so that is not a problem. I remember when I could get molly every 4 weeks or so and my life was actually worth living but since bathtub fentanyl became a thing you just can't trust the supply anymore. THANKS DEA !!! ---- for saving us from the EVIL pharmaceutical grade drugs that were only killed a tenth of the number of people now dying from the garbage on the street. because we're not "allowed ' to get prescription pain meds
So if I can't get in The hallucinagenics study because I'm a person who would actually benefit from it, I'm trying to research and take care of it myself as per usual for the last 32 years.
How does a person extract mescaline from San pedro cacti? I'm not trying to produce bulk quantities or anything, just single dose amounts with a simple tea making recipe. I can't find shrooms anywhere and I don't "move" in the social areas where stuff is found if you get me. I wouldn't even know where to buy a quarter of pot because I haven't been active in that area in years. Just to get my tiny prescription for pain meds involves drug test, legal contracts with my Dr and if I so much as test positive for smoking a joint Dr will cut off my pain meds. Which means that I'll lose 12 to 18 pounds a week, be too weak to get in my wheelchair and eventually I will be found lying on the floor unconscious in my own waste and end up back in ICU. It has happened many times before. I am completely overwhelmed with intractable CNS pain to the point I literally go into a coma.
Anyway if you have read this far God's bless you and if you have any helpful info thankyou thankyou thankyou.
Eric Johnson
PS- I have a LOT of past experience with hallucinogins and chemicals in general so that is not a problem. I remember when I could get molly every 4 weeks or so and my life was actually worth living but since bathtub fentanyl became a thing you just can't trust the supply anymore. THANKS DEA !!! ---- for saving us from the EVIL pharmaceutical grade drugs that were only killed a tenth of the number of people now dying from the garbage on the street. because we're not "allowed ' to get prescription pain meds

