Wow it's been a while since I've posted on here! Anyway, here goes nothing.
I have always had a minor anxiety/depression problem, have been on and off SSRI medication, and decided due to the sexual side effects I was experiencing (going soft while having sex; are you kidding me?) that I would discontinue the treatment. So, I have been researching/experimenting with natural supplements to aid in alleviating my symptoms. Here in lies my discovery that I hope will work for all of you as well as it did for me!
I had read mixed results about a supplement labelled SAM-e, which seemed to me like it had some limited potential to it; Therefore, I decided to "buy" (fuck you walmart, I have my reasons
) 30 enterically coated tablets.
Now a while back, I had started a thread attacking 5-HTP as a legitimate supplement, claiming that I believed the majority of its effects were placebo (which I still believe they are). However, I do believe that some small percentage of the stuff (I believe I read ~2%?) is converted to serotonin in the brain. So I decided, why the hell not, I'm going to begin a regiment of stacking 5-HTP with SAM-e, seeing as both seemed to produce some mild mood lift.
I was dosing 400mg SAM-e each morning on an empty stomach, with about 200mg of 5-HTP, and almost instantly noticed that I felt a little dreamier and relaxed all day, much more tranquil, and happier in general.
I began to wonder whether or not this could potentiate MDMA, which had almost completely lost its effects for me at this point (due to past abuse I have posted about), and so after a week of taking these supplements, I ingested about 600mg of 5-HTP the day before I rolled, and then ~800mg of SAM-e the morning off, and completely avoided 5-HTP that day, as I had read on here that doing so could mellow my roll.
All I have to say is WOW. My hypothesis was 200% correct. I rolled cleaner, harder, and on ~150mg of MDMA, whereas before, it would have taken 3 times as much and I wouldn't have felt any empathy, and would have simply felt messed up, but in a somewhat good way. This preload seemed to kill my tolerance, and bring back my long lost magic very effectively.
Also, I tried this a second time a week later (I know you should wait longer, but this was for science; to see if I could roll hard again despite giving my brain time to replenish itself), and took ~400mg of SAM-e while peaking and also ~600mg of 5-HTP. This had no effect on my roll (no "serotonin syndrome", which I believe would be extremely hard to induce with these mild supplements), however, today (yes, this experiment took place last night on new years, which was amazing
) I feel actually quite euphoric and relaxed as opposed to the usual cracked out feeling I get post-MDMA use.
So in summary, I believe that SAM-e is a very effective preload too enhance a roll, and can be taken while rolling to alleviate the blues that come the days later. I would like to try this again with SAM-e alone to isolate it from the 5-HTP, however I have tried similar experiments with 5-HTP alone, and noticed hardly any results if any... So I believe that the SAM-e is the wonder drug here. Who knows, maybe they work for this purpose best together? If anyone would like to further experiment (FOR SCIENCE! of course...) and post results, that would be amazing, as sadly (in a way), my newyears resolution is too rid myself of my drug using habits... but I'm excited to live drug-free for a while.
So yeah, I really think I'm on to something here... Let me know what you all think?
I have always had a minor anxiety/depression problem, have been on and off SSRI medication, and decided due to the sexual side effects I was experiencing (going soft while having sex; are you kidding me?) that I would discontinue the treatment. So, I have been researching/experimenting with natural supplements to aid in alleviating my symptoms. Here in lies my discovery that I hope will work for all of you as well as it did for me!
I had read mixed results about a supplement labelled SAM-e, which seemed to me like it had some limited potential to it; Therefore, I decided to "buy" (fuck you walmart, I have my reasons
) 30 enterically coated tablets. Now a while back, I had started a thread attacking 5-HTP as a legitimate supplement, claiming that I believed the majority of its effects were placebo (which I still believe they are). However, I do believe that some small percentage of the stuff (I believe I read ~2%?) is converted to serotonin in the brain. So I decided, why the hell not, I'm going to begin a regiment of stacking 5-HTP with SAM-e, seeing as both seemed to produce some mild mood lift.
I was dosing 400mg SAM-e each morning on an empty stomach, with about 200mg of 5-HTP, and almost instantly noticed that I felt a little dreamier and relaxed all day, much more tranquil, and happier in general.
I began to wonder whether or not this could potentiate MDMA, which had almost completely lost its effects for me at this point (due to past abuse I have posted about), and so after a week of taking these supplements, I ingested about 600mg of 5-HTP the day before I rolled, and then ~800mg of SAM-e the morning off, and completely avoided 5-HTP that day, as I had read on here that doing so could mellow my roll.
All I have to say is WOW. My hypothesis was 200% correct. I rolled cleaner, harder, and on ~150mg of MDMA, whereas before, it would have taken 3 times as much and I wouldn't have felt any empathy, and would have simply felt messed up, but in a somewhat good way. This preload seemed to kill my tolerance, and bring back my long lost magic very effectively.
Also, I tried this a second time a week later (I know you should wait longer, but this was for science; to see if I could roll hard again despite giving my brain time to replenish itself), and took ~400mg of SAM-e while peaking and also ~600mg of 5-HTP. This had no effect on my roll (no "serotonin syndrome", which I believe would be extremely hard to induce with these mild supplements), however, today (yes, this experiment took place last night on new years, which was amazing
) I feel actually quite euphoric and relaxed as opposed to the usual cracked out feeling I get post-MDMA use.So in summary, I believe that SAM-e is a very effective preload too enhance a roll, and can be taken while rolling to alleviate the blues that come the days later. I would like to try this again with SAM-e alone to isolate it from the 5-HTP, however I have tried similar experiments with 5-HTP alone, and noticed hardly any results if any... So I believe that the SAM-e is the wonder drug here. Who knows, maybe they work for this purpose best together? If anyone would like to further experiment (FOR SCIENCE! of course...) and post results, that would be amazing, as sadly (in a way), my newyears resolution is too rid myself of my drug using habits... but I'm excited to live drug-free for a while.
So yeah, I really think I'm on to something here... Let me know what you all think?
