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Salvia - Second Time - Salvia Changed My Existance...

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Salvia changed my existance...

First of all me and a few of my friends ate some mushrooms at about 8:30pm. This isnt a mushroom trip report because I didnt get a lot off of the shrooms, I only ate about a 1/16th of an oz. Not sure exactly how much because I had an 1/8th and I ate roughly half the week before. I had an amazing body high most of the night with very weak visuals. Around 11:30 I felt as though I had come down too much and I badly wanted to smoke some weed. But since Im a POOR pot head I had no weed and no money to get any so I was fucked.
12:00am rolls around and all my friends are gone except Bitz. He took a whole 1/8th and
was still tripping pretty good. This is where my trip report starts.
At about 12:30 we decide to do some SALVIA. I had only done it once before with very minor effects. I just had a nice body buzz and I was in that dream state. I thought it was nice but nothing like I thought it would be. So we decide to sit in my car on my side street with music playing (Styles of Beyond) and smoke the savia. We fitted a nice glass bowl with tin foil and packed it. I took the first hit and got an ENORMOUS one. I tryed holding it in for 25 seconds but the salvia crept up on me pretty fast and by the 14 second mark my lungs just relaxed and the smoke poured out. From that point it probably took me a few more seconds to come up fully. The next thing I know I began to realize that my "savia existance" isnt real. Ill explain, salvia made me believe that I wasnt human anymore but I was color. Thats what I was and thats all I knew. Its hard to explain but just picture knowing NOTHING at all, except that you were color and nothing else, but you were everywhere and everything. As the salvia began its come down, slowly I was begining to form a mind of my own. However color could not have a mind because how can an existance such as color have a mind, it just wouldnt be right. Because color is nothing, a mind needs a body and a life. All I saw was this continuous flow of color that was just flowing by my head. Almost like flying through a rainbow. Thats all I saw untill I came down a little more. Then as my mind was returning the color existance was rejecting me because I had a mind. I dont remember this but Bitz told me I was jumping around and swinging my arms banging into everything in my car. He told me I was screaming to him that "they wont let me in" which was when the color existance was rejecting me because I had a mind. By this time, which I have no idea how long I was out, I began to open my eyes and try to talk to Bitz and tell him that I was too fucked up but words wouldnt come out of my mouth, I COULDNT SPEAK. I kept slipping back and forth between existances. Bitz told me that I was just mumbling and he had no idea what I was saying. When I was trying to talk to him all I saw was his silouette, he had NO FACE. I was getting pissed that he didnt understand me. I thought that all I needed to snap out of it was for Bitz to understand me. I felt really scared when I was slipping between existances and I started to go nuts. My car was getting really hot because the heat was blasting. Getting more and more scared I began to flip out and roll down my window. Then it got too cold so I shut it. The music was reminding me and trying to pull me back into that existance so I, very violently, slammed the CD player and ejected the cd. Finally I just wanted to get out of my car and somehow I was able to walk. I didnt know how I was walking or where I was going so I decided to get back in my car. But as quickly as I decided to go back I redecided to go for a walk, so I draged Bitz with me. The walk helped me to regain the existance that I knew for 18 years, and helped me to figure out WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED TO ME!
Salvia IS NOT SOMETHING TO FUCK WITH. It changed my actuall existance for about 10+ minutes, maybe more maybe less, color doesnt know how to tell time. HAHA Anyone who fucks with salvia is a brave sole. Anyone trying it for the first time MUST seriously READ UP ON IT. ITS ONE POWERFUL DRUG. Ive tripped many times before, (2ct7, acid and shrooms) but never have I had a drug change my existance to that EXTREME.
All in all I dont really know if I liked it. It was VERY scary. But I believe my next time will be better because I know what to expect. Will I try it again? MAYBE...
 
Very good description of "Salvia space" if one was ever possible. I have found this drugs effects the most difficult of all Ihave ever done to accurately or effectively describe.
When you try it again, mark my words - after you inhale that first huge hit, you will suddenly say to yourself: "oh FUCK, WHY on earth did I do this AGAIN!!!". True, Salvia is an incredible experience, but by no means a happy or enjoyable one - especially at higher doses.
Good luck!
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On my second salvia experience I saw my life torn apart into colors, I was just spinning by myself and no other being existed. As I came out of the trip I could only feel the right side of my body, I couldn't walk, couldn't make sentences. I grabed onto the girl sitting next to me to make sure she was real and actually there. For about 20 minutes after I came out of the trip I felt an incredible body buzz. I ran outside and jumped in the snow just to know that it was all real again...the feeling of coming back to life was just too amazing. I'm going to try salvia again, but I'll definitely be more prepared to have my life 'torn' apart. This will probably only make sense to people that have had a powerful salvia experience, but oh well.
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drugs may not lead anywhere, but at least its the scenic route...
 
Welcome to the world of Salvia Psychenaught Rdy2Roll
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The best place to do any drugs of this nature, is in a dark room in utter silence with no stimuli of any kind and perhaps also a trip sitter.
There are a few things u should know that will help u with these situations, just a few tips i've learnt the hard way. First of all, dont eva expect anything. Chances r ur expectations will be blown away each and every time. Know that ur experiencing something because ur ready to experience it. Contrary to what u may believe, its not the drugs. Its ur capability to experience that and ur desire to do so which does it. Dont focus on fear, its just ur ego playing up, just calm it down and enjoy the moment coz u may never experience it again. And dont try to understand or question, just accept it and go with it to learn whatever u can pick up along the way.
I'm still astonished by my last Salvia trip. I only had minor visuals, and a good feeling. Then hours later i did like a bit of pot, and about 20mins after that I was just flooded with energy and me as well as my perception of reality was in flux. Literally I felt like the entire world was shaking. Well, the effects I felt was that i was no longer in my body, but i could still control it. When i focused on my body, i senses its boundries and i could feel it buzzin with energy so i think my consciousness moved into my ethral self. I also felt a light punch hittin my chest at hundreds of times per second, which i thought was my heart so i totally freaked out. Later i checked my pulse and realised it wasnt my heart, and now i know my heart chakra had been activated. I could recall memory at will from my subcouscious into my conscious mind. I could issue a command to my mind like "drink water" and all the processes needed for it to happen would occur subconsciously and my body would do it automatically while i focused on something entirely different. When i talked with people, i could be looking at them with opened eyes, and at the same time I could see images in my third eye. I could think "convay this message" and then my mouth would just say the message in a perfectly sentence. Once i even surprised myself coz i said a word that i didnt even know the meaning of, and then a picture of the word appeared in my third eye and when i focused on it i just knew the meaning off it -all while talking to someone. When i looked around it was all magnified and crystal clear, i could see the grooves on a stick as well as colour variation, texture, all very impressive. I had a symbol locked into place as my closed eye visual, (even though i didnt have any open eye visuals). It just kept repeating itself and was colour co-ordinated. This kept up for about i'd say 3-6hrs.
If ur going to do any experimenting with ur mind, be prepared for the unexpected. But know that what will happen is what u are ready for. Even though that was my 2nd salvia trip, i'd experienced tonnes of wierd stuff before hand so i was capable of existing in that state. Well, once i stopped freaking out that is. I dont think anyone will get that experience until they r ready to handle it, so just assimulate whatever experiences u do get and keep at it.
 
Thanks for the advise Neural_shock, now you tell me. But we really had no where better to go. My mom was home and it was 12:30 at night.
Voodoo: I think we had similar experiences coming down. I was so releived and I felt like the walk we took (it was probably one of the coldest nights this winter with wind chills at -20) was the best thing in the world because it brought my life back together.
 
I know you all probably will want to shoot me after I ask this, but where can I find some info out on Salvia? I am hitting up a club tonight and would like to know if its a good idea to try and find some
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. I just don't have much time and the few sites I looked at didn't have anything on it, I have never heard of it before reading a few repots and such on here.
 
Yo, Void. I have tried Salvia, but it hasnt worked. I'm ready to trip and have to expectations, but what u said about enjoying the moment is very true, which is why im not too scared to try it. it seems a bit intense though
 
Salvia is the only drug (and Im by no means a virgin) that ever scared the shit out of me. I had very low expectations because its legal, but it sent me into the most intense hallucination (visual, auditory and tactile) Ive ever experienced, and it wasnt enjoyable. Its virtually impossible to describe a drug trip, and mine sounds completely dorky, but the best I can tell you is that I turned into a book with my mind and my conciousness (I know I misspelled that-sorry) down in the spine of the book. I had thick plastic pages and I could feel someone or something flipping through those pages. I knew once they flipped past the centre of the book i would cease to exist and that was a good thing because this existance was not pleasant. I thought my whole life up to that point had been something Id imagined, that there was no earth, no god, no "me" in the human sense-just my awareness stuck in this big plastic book (and whoever or whatever was flipping through my pages). The only good things I can say about the experience are that it only lasted for about two minutes, and my husband didnt kill me when I woke him up at two a.m. yelling for him. My instinct must have kicked in and told me he could "save" me somehow. (That man is so much better than I deserve...) Of course, regardless of how much it sacred me, I tried it again a couple of days later (hey-I aint no quitter!8) ), albeit at a much smaller dose. had I known I would fall into the exact same hallucination I wouldnt have bothered. has that happened to anyone else? I didnt even know that was possible. using it definately got me thinking more about god and death-specifically, what if death is like that horrible salvia trip? If it is Im really f*cked , cuz I dont know if Ive ever been so scared. This definately isnt something Id recommend as a party drug. The website I bought it on said it was good for introspection and vision quest type things, and I think thats pretty close to the truth. I read probably 5-7 hours a day so turning into a book was kind of appropriate. I might try it one more time in the future, but if its bad again Ill flush the rest.~~nancy
 
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