Jimmy_peach
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 11, 2004
- Messages
- 10
20 X salvia
The first time i smoked the 20x salvia, i was in my living room with 2 of my friends after 2 tokes held for about 40 seconds each the furniture in the room turned into a giant creature that was trying to step on me and i was scared shitless. i was trying to run away from it but i didn't leave the desk chair i sat in.
The entire time i was trying to warn my friends that the thing was coming and that they needed to move but all i had actually said was " you guys aren't really sitting there, you were there and you don't exist. needless to say after i told the 2 of them more details they wanted nothing to do with this stuff.
Being rather experienced with other psychedelics, i thought i would give it another go a few weeks later while i was alone. i have been warned about tripping by myself, but there is a part of me that enjoys the solitude. I stopped doing drugs to party, i do them now as a learning tool, i try to use hem in the same way they have been used throughout history, for divinity.
Anyway this time after my second hoot from the bong, i felt a hot wind blowing in my face, and the distances of everything around me increased from mere feet to miles, the rug turned to sand, and in front of me was the desert and it was my duty to cross it, and the whole time i was thinking to myself, is this what it is like to be mentally ill. i had total control of my thoughts and of my mind, but i could not control any sort of expression with those thoughts or feelings.
Mushrooms mescaline, and Lsa produced some of the same feelings, but i never was scared that the feeling would forever linger leaving me helpless, not in mind but in body. As i knew that i was under the influence and the peak would be done in minutes i sat back and enjoyed the trip, since i had never been to the desert i took a look around, everything about that trip seemed so real, i could see every visual detail of the grains of sand, i could feel the heat of the wind and the heat of the sun, and as quick as it was there, it was gone.
The room was back to normal.
I closed my eyes, the trip really drained the energy from me, and i awaited the dancing kaleidoscope. It was fantastic, i know its a dumb way of describing it, but as i looked at the colours and the patterns i sort of melted into it.
I experienced strong thoughts about my life and decisions that i will face down the road of life, and the whole time my head was clear, there were no influential thoughts or sounds either positive or negative, just clear thoughts that stayed on the topic very focused. it told me what i needed to do without any mixed signals, no codes to decipher, no secret passage ways to find, just the truth.
Anyways i hope anyone that reads this and would like to attempt to reach such a divine moment in their life, do so with a clear head, and the intentions of a well learnt lesson.
The first time i smoked the 20x salvia, i was in my living room with 2 of my friends after 2 tokes held for about 40 seconds each the furniture in the room turned into a giant creature that was trying to step on me and i was scared shitless. i was trying to run away from it but i didn't leave the desk chair i sat in.
The entire time i was trying to warn my friends that the thing was coming and that they needed to move but all i had actually said was " you guys aren't really sitting there, you were there and you don't exist. needless to say after i told the 2 of them more details they wanted nothing to do with this stuff.
Being rather experienced with other psychedelics, i thought i would give it another go a few weeks later while i was alone. i have been warned about tripping by myself, but there is a part of me that enjoys the solitude. I stopped doing drugs to party, i do them now as a learning tool, i try to use hem in the same way they have been used throughout history, for divinity.
Anyway this time after my second hoot from the bong, i felt a hot wind blowing in my face, and the distances of everything around me increased from mere feet to miles, the rug turned to sand, and in front of me was the desert and it was my duty to cross it, and the whole time i was thinking to myself, is this what it is like to be mentally ill. i had total control of my thoughts and of my mind, but i could not control any sort of expression with those thoughts or feelings.
Mushrooms mescaline, and Lsa produced some of the same feelings, but i never was scared that the feeling would forever linger leaving me helpless, not in mind but in body. As i knew that i was under the influence and the peak would be done in minutes i sat back and enjoyed the trip, since i had never been to the desert i took a look around, everything about that trip seemed so real, i could see every visual detail of the grains of sand, i could feel the heat of the wind and the heat of the sun, and as quick as it was there, it was gone.
The room was back to normal.
I closed my eyes, the trip really drained the energy from me, and i awaited the dancing kaleidoscope. It was fantastic, i know its a dumb way of describing it, but as i looked at the colours and the patterns i sort of melted into it.
I experienced strong thoughts about my life and decisions that i will face down the road of life, and the whole time my head was clear, there were no influential thoughts or sounds either positive or negative, just clear thoughts that stayed on the topic very focused. it told me what i needed to do without any mixed signals, no codes to decipher, no secret passage ways to find, just the truth.
Anyways i hope anyone that reads this and would like to attempt to reach such a divine moment in their life, do so with a clear head, and the intentions of a well learnt lesson.
